Get it Here

Hi,
I am looking for a fic I have read several times over the last few years, but just because I want to read it again I can't find it. It is set while
Justin is in LA working on Rage. Michael takes a very drunk/drugged Brian home from Babylon and sexally assaults him. Brian and Justin are
still in contact with each other and Justin realizes something is wrong with Brian(Brian may even ask him to come home, I can't remember).
Justin does come home and Brian actually tells him what he is dealing with. I think Brian may even have tried to block the memories. I have checked any and all tags that I can think of, and I actually found an almost identical request from a year ago. The story I am looking for is
not Rizabeau's Songs in the Key of Love. I hope someone out there knows which story I am looking for.
Thanks K


Found: fic that fits my description found in comments!