Fics - anti-depressants?

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Hello,
I'm sad. Really really sad. (damn you, yaoi-mangas..:(() So, in order to get myself out of this state I ask for your help...

I'd like you to recommend me Brian/Justin fics that make you feel overwhelming happiness after reading them...fics that are well-written, with Brian and Justin being in character, it can be AU, but not taken to extremes, maybe even angsty, and filled with B/J love...:)

However, these days even small things that I didn't care much about get me even more depressed. For example, reunion fics, where B/J get back together after 1, 5, 7, 10 years...or, B/Other, J/Other fics with B/J in the end, where Brian or Justin care about these "others"... or Brian telling Justin (or vice versa) "I love you and all that stuff, but I can't give up tricking for you, because it's just so damn important to me (even more important than being with you), because it's a part of me"...

Yeah, that's a lot of requirements. :) Nevertheless, I'm sure you can recommend lots of fabulous B/J fics that could put me out of my misery :)

Thank you.

EDIT: Lots of recs in the comments. Thank you everyone ◕‿◕

Comments

[teatotaller.livejournal.com]

I'd like to recommend Choices (http://england13.livejournal.com/tag/choices) by england13. It's an almost completed WIP but really it only needs to have the loose ends wrapped up. It made me very, very happy when I read it. I think it will do the trick for you nicely.


That Happy Feeling (http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=8519&warning=NC-17) by Rizabeau is another one guaranteed to put me back into my happy place.

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Start with this (http://community.livejournal.com/getithere/tag/recs:+amelialourdes%27+lists).

It's really hard to rec things like this, especially when someone asked for it yesterday. First off, I have no idea what you've read. Second, my idea of well-written isn't anywhere near close to what other people think is well-written. I would say read the authors at Queer Eyes, those fics were pretty much hand-picked as being the best in fandom.

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

Fic's I read when I want to be happy:

That Happy Feeling by Rizabeau
http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=8519

Happily Ever After by Julia
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=817

Dear Mr. K by Moonshadow Woman (the Valentine's Day Donuts are the best)
http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=29

most of my one shots are schmoopy bj love:
netfics.livejournal.com (see side nav bar)

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

A wonderful happy fic! "HUBBY" by besame_bj!

http://besame-bj.livejournal.com/64263.html

[rznbloodrose.livejournal.com]

My animal by mcpofife
http://web.archive.org/web/20071124014828/www.geocities.com/mcpofife/animal.html
A Night at the Liberty Baths by slave_o_spike
http://slave-o-spike.livejournal.com/29448.html
Snoopylicious by Besame
http://queereyes.net/snoopylicious_01.html
Into My Arms by rhihero_fic
http://rhihero-fic.livejournal.com/55456.html
any fic by draccone
http://not-nearly.livejournal.com/90202.html
Intrepid Traveler -1- by Irina
http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=4295&warning=NC-17
Split Fic by sonofabiscuit77
http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=sonofabiscuit77&keyword=Split+Fic&filter=all

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

Hi hon,im just finishing off a series I very much enjoyed that has almost everything in it called "Before there was you,there was you" its got two sequels "Return to me" and "stich in time",its by petulantu2 petulant2u

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

or Brian telling Justin (or vice versa) "I love you and all that stuff, but I can't give up tricking for you, because it's just so damn important to me (even more important than being with you), because it's a part of me"...

Hm...I thought you didn't want any OOC's or AU's? This sounds strangely like Brian in character to me. Just saying. :)

I'm going to go ahead and rec _mournthewiked's That Darn Gus Series. It's about Gus (hence the title) when he's a little older and it's a bit AU in that Brian is in his mid-30's when Gus is in his late teens, so Brian had Gus earlier.

I'm usually not into Gus-centered stuff (though it's technically a B/J fic), but I'm reccing it because reading this just makes me really happy for some reason, and it may have the same effect on you. The B/J interactions are very cute and daddy!Brian just makes me giddy. It has a lot about Gus' friends, who in my opinion are pretty awesome. A lot of humor in these as well.

It's just a bunch of standalones that kind of go together, so you don't really HAVE to read them in any particular order for the most part...

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=_mournthewicked&keyword=That+Darn+Gus&filter=all

[darkhaven87.livejournal.com]

lol. sorry im really curious but may i know which yaoi manga left you feeling so saddened? im a huge fan of yaoi. so maybe im able to relate to it? :p