Fics - anti-depressants?

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Hello,
I'm sad. Really really sad. (damn you, yaoi-mangas..:(() So, in order to get myself out of this state I ask for your help...

I'd like you to recommend me Brian/Justin fics that make you feel overwhelming happiness after reading them...fics that are well-written, with Brian and Justin being in character, it can be AU, but not taken to extremes, maybe even angsty, and filled with B/J love...:)

However, these days even small things that I didn't care much about get me even more depressed. For example, reunion fics, where B/J get back together after 1, 5, 7, 10 years...or, B/Other, J/Other fics with B/J in the end, where Brian or Justin care about these "others"... or Brian telling Justin (or vice versa) "I love you and all that stuff, but I can't give up tricking for you, because it's just so damn important to me (even more important than being with you), because it's a part of me"...

Yeah, that's a lot of requirements. :) Nevertheless, I'm sure you can recommend lots of fabulous B/J fics that could put me out of my misery :)

Thank you.

EDIT: Lots of recs in the comments. Thank you everyone ◕‿◕

Comments

[rznbloodrose.livejournal.com]

My animal by mcpofife
http://web.archive.org/web/20071124014828/www.geocities.com/mcpofife/animal.html
A Night at the Liberty Baths by slave_o_spike
http://slave-o-spike.livejournal.com/29448.html
Snoopylicious by Besame
http://queereyes.net/snoopylicious_01.html
Into My Arms by rhihero_fic
http://rhihero-fic.livejournal.com/55456.html
any fic by draccone
http://not-nearly.livejournal.com/90202.html
Intrepid Traveler -1- by Irina
http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=4295&warning=NC-17
Split Fic by sonofabiscuit77
http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=sonofabiscuit77&keyword=Split+Fic&filter=all

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much :) Some of your recs are actually fics I like a lot..I probably should re-read them :)