Brian is "worried fucking sick"?

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

So, it seems I've reached a stage where my dreams actually incorporate random QAF fic scenes and/or quotes. I decided not to think too much about this alarming development. :x
Anyway, it so happened that I woke up yesterday morning with a specific image in my mind:
Brian is on the phone with Justin, seemingly ruffled, and says, "I'm worried fucking sick, Justin."

I am 91% sure that I've read this snippet of a scene in a fic somewhere. In which one, is the question.
I think it (could have) happened in some post-canon context and Justin ran off after a fight with Brian or after throwing a tantrum?
Or maaaaybe it was set during the Pink Posse arc?
I think Brian is intent on getting Justin to come home and offers something like, "Tell me where you are, I'll come and get you."

I'm sorry, but that's all I've got. :[

I'll be grateful for every little pointer, guys!

Edit: Unbelievable, but the fic has been found.
It's mclachlan's "Loess and Silt", and the four chapters can be found >>here.

Comments

[gpin2084.livejournal.com]

After a quick search in my bjfic folder, I came up with "Loess and Silt by RC McLachlan" as having this exact phrase. I don't know if it's what you're looking for or the context but the description goes as follows..."A post-513 multi-fic... in which both Brian and Justin acknowledge and honor growth, in themselves and in their relationship."

The said paragraph that contains this phrase goes like this... "Don't give me that shit, Justin. No one likes a martyr. Can I have your street address? I'm worried fucking sick, Justin." When in doubt…

I can't remember most of what goes in this fic or do I know if it's available online at the moment, please correct me if I'm wrong in that. All I have is a .pdf copy that I'm willing to send. Hope that helps??

[(Anonymous)]

could you send it to me too please ?
bfullcolor@yahoo.fr

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Well, if that is the right fic, then I just went to her LJ and checked her memories.

The story chapters are here (http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=mclachlan&keyword=QaF+Fic&filter=all)

[gpin2084.livejournal.com]

I really hope that this is correct. I'd hate to send another 50 attachments containing this fic. Plus it would be awesome for the author to get acknowledgment for her work. Thanks.

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Agreed. She was one of the best writers in fandom. And she responds to comments on fic even though she doesn't write for QAF anymore. More's the pity.

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for digging up the link on LJ! <3

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

Waaaah, OMG THAT'S TOTALLY IT!
How can I not have thought of a health scare?!

Thank you so much, thank you, thank you! I even have that one saved on my own hdd, something I really, really didn't think of as I haven't saved fic in forever.

You're awesome, thanks a million!
Now I can go reread it and interpret the occurrence of the scene in my weird dream all Freudian and whatnot, ha ha.

[gpin2084.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. Glad I could help. Good luck in your psychoanalysis!! XD