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brilliant, thanks so much, will check them out asap :)

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Consequences (http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=665&textsize=0&chapter=1) by Preston has hurt!Brian. Both emotional and physical. It's four chapters, but the angst level is high.

Negation (http://jane2005.livejournal.com/42468.html) by

jane2005 has a raped!Brian. He's pretty messed up emotionally after. It's 15 chapters.

Queer Theories (http://www.gaedhal.com/fanfictionpage.html) by Gaedhal has some wonderful messed up Brian. And it's long as hell. The only downside is that the site keeps going down (it is now) and as far as I know, it isn't posted anywhere else unless they've begun posting it in more places. It's definitely a fic to keep bookmarked, though.

Hm...wow. For an angsting Brian addict, I seem to forget to bookmark a LOT of fics.

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oh yay! i hadnt come across those stories before...excellent, thanks for sharing them...

and i tried 'queer theories' and yes, the website does seem to be down :( will it come back up again? i sure hope so...thanks :)

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The author posted on their LJ that they're trying to find a new site to post the fics on. I posted a comment asking if there had been any progress just after I recced these, but I haven't heard back. I'd keep an eye on the site. It seems to be kind of random for when it will work and when it won't.

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i went to the author's website and i found a download link there for 'queer theories'...have you seen it?

http://www.mediafire.com/?iwqom2nizz3

the entry is from 25sep09...

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Oh, no, I hadn't. Thanks!!

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I have a series of stories about Brian in what's called the Mirror-verse: Mirror, Precipice, and Dream, which is a WIP, but close to be finished. You'll find messed up Brian in emotional and physical pain. They are flocked here on LJ, so you would have to be friended. And, yes, they're long! :)

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i would love to check out your stories...can you please friend me so that i can? if i need to do anything else please let me know, and thanks :)

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Done! :)

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anwamane13.livejournal.com

Err...can I friend you? I would love to read your fics.

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Done. :)

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impala1967.livejournal.com

Can I friend you too please

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Done. :)

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thanks so much! i cant wait to start reading :)

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And I'll just stand up for the rec. If you like hurt!Brian and suspense, besame's fics are for you! I held the first two in reserve for the longest just so I'd know they were out there waiting on me. Now, I've put Dream on hold, just waiting for that right rainy day. ;)

I don't know what Tags and Memories categories you checked. There's "brian hurt or down a well," "disability fics," "amnesia fics," "b/j shot," etc. some of these may be about Justin, you'll just have to look and see.

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Thank you, Court! Since Dream is getting close to the end, you'll soon have a completed fic waiting for you whenever you're ready! ♥

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huh? done? is there a part 4 in the wings? Oh, this is not good news at all! ;)

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No, Dream is almost done--there are only a few more chapters. But the Mirror-verse goes on. At this point, I'm as addicted to it as a lot of my readers, lol! I think I'm pathetic! :)

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That's all I need to know. A *section* ends, but the world continues. whew!

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i checked those tags and i did find some stories but not many...maybe i am too picky? but it seemed to me that for a comm this huge there wasnt that much actually in the tags so before starting to over every single day (which i would've done, i am crazy that way...) i thought to make this post...

LOL

thanks :)

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Yes, there should be a ton of tags for those categories. Originally, the moderators/taggers didn't get real specific with the tagging. Red and I are trying to get up to speed and working our way backwards so at *some* point, the tag and memories should be really, really super useful. We've got about 500 or so tags now; previously there were only a couple dozen. It's a huge project, that's for sure. ;)

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oh wow! you only stated tagging the posts now? that is really a big project but you are right, eventually that will be awesome...thanks so much :)

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magicalrachel.livejournal.com

Is it ok if I friend you? I would very much like to read your fics. :)

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Done. :)

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Can I friend you too? =) I'd love to read.

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Done. :)

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teatotaller.livejournal.com

I came to recommend

besame_bj's Mirror universe stories and see that she beat me to it! So I'm re-recommending it. I think that it fits what you're looking for to a tee. Brian's dealing with a lot of emotional stuff and what's even better is that Justin's there by his side and has an important role in all of it. I myself kind of like stories in which the empasis is moved away from "how do Brian and Justin get together" to "what do Brian and Justin do once they're together".

besame_bj is very good at that.

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thanks...i will see about getting to read them... :)

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Thank you, sweetie! I appreciate the rec very much! ♥

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vasilikii.livejournal.com

may I be added to read too?

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i like stories like that too! i cant wait to start reading, thanks so much :)

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katydid417.livejournal.com

I don't know if you've read Cohorts in Crime http://www.angelfire.com/folk/defensivewalls/cohortsincrime.html. It's sorta AU where B/J are the same age. It's super long and Brian is physically hurt/beat up by his father. It's not the entire part of the story, but when that happens, it's one of my favorite parts.

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