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[starryfif2.livejournal.com]

Hi everyone! I apologize in advance if someone's asked about this fic already. I've tried looking through the memories and going through previous entries, but I didn't see it. I'm going crazy looking for this fic. I've tried googling, and other rec sights, but to no avail.

This fic is Brian/Justin, and is a very long one.  I believe it's an Au of season One, and possibly season two. The fic begins with Justin trying to help Brian kick his alcohol problem, and I remember Justin asked for Emmett's help. Justin tied Brian up for a little bit, and Brian was denying that he had a problem, but he was going through withdraw. I also remember, in one scene, Justin was worried because Brian refused to kiss him during sex? 

Does this ring any bells? 

Edit: Found by darla_isabelle . It is http://suzvoy.livejournal.com/1810036.html

Comments

[darla-isabelle.livejournal.com]

Sounds like The Things I Cannot Change: http://suzvoy.livejournal.com/1810036.html

[starryfif2.livejournal.com]

Yes, thank you, that's it! God, that was driving me crazy trying to find it. Thanks for the link, much appreciated. =)

[tonyans1975.livejournal.com]

This is a fantastic story. I think I may have re-read it this weekend. Love Suz fic.