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[sarahmaike1975.livejournal.com]

I am searching for one specific fic. i can't remember the author or the title and there is the possibility, that I'm mixing up diferent stories, but here goes:

It's a cancer fic, but Brian doesn't get cancer, Justin does. And it's prostate cancer. He has to have surgery to take out the prostate, and it bothers him, because he fears bottoming will not be pleasureable anymore. Brian promise him to try and get a new kind of surgery, where they try to keep the nerve endings intact, and I remember Brian's promise to bottom for Justin for the rest of his life, if it doesn't work out. 

It was totally beautiful and heartbreaking. I think the title might have something with colours in the title, but that's all I remember.

I'd love to reread that story, so can anyone help?

It was found superfast, thanks a lot!!!!!!

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[sapphire-3.livejournal.com]

It's also here (https://www.box.net/shared/8j6o32zeme) as a downloadable PDF, if you're interested :-)

[sarahmaike1975.livejournal.com]

I'm very interested, thanks for the Link. have I ever told you. how beautiful and heartbreaking this story is to me? I love stories where they go through some kind of trouble, and come out okay. It shows, that beside all the unconventionality their relationship is strong and loving.

I absolutely adore this story!