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Now I know I have these stories but for the life of me I can't find them so any help would be welcome and stop me from having to go through a couple thousand stories.

1.) a fic set at Christmas, but sometime after the bashing. Justin and Brian go to the mall where they split up to buy presents. Justin wants to buy a special angel to place on top of the Christmas tree for Brian. While walking back to the car, Justin runs into Chris Hobbs and his friends. They beat Justin up, Brian gets worried when Justin doesn't show up and goes looking for him. He finds him in an alley around the mall. That is all I really remember.

First one found it's Maybe Tonight by katydid417 still looking for the second one

2.) Justin leaves the Rage Party. Ethan follows him thinking that Justin's choosing him, Justin sets him straight telling him that he's just upset with Brian and Ethan gets violent. I think it's quite a long fic and not "Blind Rage".