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[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

having a brain freeze trying to find this fic so help please!!

its post 513/future fic - all or most of the gang is in toronto for xmas, bri/jus have kind of lost touch or something? anyway justin arrives with a friend who is carrying his baby but she is dying? i think brian or ben end up delivering the baby in mel and linds place and there is some kind of neighbourhood competition with the holiday decorations... ringing any bells?

i KNOW i know this fic but having a total mental block!  so frustrated right now

thanks x

EDIT - the story is called 'Christmas Wish' by Jolie29 and was posted at midnight whispers but was lost when the site went down.  click on the link below for more info from sakesushimakiwho was a huge help in this search!

http://sakesushimaki.livejournal.com/12497.html

Comments

[positive-pat.livejournal.com]

Wow I have no idea what it is but I would love to read it. I hope someone knows it.

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

God, you're killing me.
I so KNOW this story!!!
The girl's name is Sam and in one scene she sings a Joni Mitchell song. 'River' I think. ...Now that I know!! *grmbl*

I'm 99% certain that I've read it on Midnight Whispers a few months ago. But it was the old site so it might not be up (yet?!) at the new page.

*sighs* Sorry, I'm not really any help.

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

yeah the girls name is samantha - so glad someone else recognised the description because i thought i was going crazy!

i remember them all going out to babylon and i think she and linds? drunkenly sing a song from Rent...take me out? (maybe that's a different fic - not sure)

thanks for trying to remember anyway...the search will continue!

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm still onto it too! ;)

I'm not sure about the Babylon & 'Rent' part (Do they go to Pittsburgh after Toronto?), but I am pretty sure about 'River' now as I just remembered how I was having a mad earworm after reading it. =D
I think Sam sings it for Brian and Justin who are not together at the point and Brian storms out while she's on stage or something like that.

Oh but I totally agree with everything else you listed to describe the story - Christmas in Toronto, the decorations competition, Sam dying but not telling anyone (but I think Brian knows somehow?), Brian (!) delivering the baby while everyone else is gone somewhere,...

Aaaarrrggghhhhh! We need to find this!!!! *scampers off to hit M.W.'s archive yet again*

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

omg yes... sam does sing that in the bar in toronto forgot about that! and yeah i think they go to pittsburgh really soon after the baby is born...i think the babylon night was the 'last night out' for sam.

this is going to make me crazy - i'm trawling bjfic.net incase its there!

[mhairipittet.livejournal.com]

I remember That the woman giving birth is sick , cancer I think does that help. I've looked for it too

[mhairipittet.livejournal.com]

In want to say its called Sam's Song?????

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

hey... yeah i think its a form of cancer or something and she doesn't tell justin how sick she is towards the end.

arrgghhh!!! looking for this fic may actually be the death of me - still have no clue where to find it!

the search continues anyway...thanks for the input though, much appreciated!

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

Hiya...

I gotta tell you, I've almost entirely lost my hope to find this one.

BJFic.net is kind of a lost case when you don't have a clue as to what you're searching for whatsoever.
I'm not acquainted with much archives besides BJFic.net and M.W., so my sources are rather limited. (Which obviously doesn't prevent me from 'losing' the fics!)

I'm pretty sure now that it is not at the new M.W. as I really combed through everything there. *sigh*

Any luck or at least some kind of light at the end of the tunnel at your end?

Cheers!

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

absolutely none!!! its sooo frustrating too - i am determined to find it somehow!

will let you know if i have any luck coz i think ive got you hooked into this search too, sorry about that!

thanks for helping anyway - such a relief to find out that im not the only one who remembers the story - even if i STILL have no idea about title/author!

*hugs*

[sakesushimaki.livejournal.com]

Yeah of course I'm hooked too!!

The funny thing is, I don't even remember if I actually liked the story or not, but of course I want to know now!

Yeah well sorry, I guess I'm out. I really tried. *sobs*

Well, I could probably muster up one last attempt and repost the search at my journal... if that's okay with you?
I'm hoping against hope that someone on my f-list can bring light into the situation.

Should we ever find this story, we absolutely have to lead some sort of discussion over it. Agreed? =D

Also, I'm gonna go ahead and friend you, k? =)

[lovesqaf.livejournal.com]

sure ask away to anyone that will listen!

yeah if we ever find this fic im gonna save it, read it then we should definately discuss it!

i must have liked the fic for me to remember the details, so fingers crossed someone knows!