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I'm looking for a drabble (maybe a ficlet?) from Brian's POV that talks about why he said "I love you" to Justin the first time they had sex. What Brian meant to say was "I love fucking you" or "I love your ass" or something to that effect, but it just didn't come out that way because deep down some part of him already knew he'd met the love of his life. A few years down the road Justin calls him on it and Brian doesn't say anything at first, but then he says something like "that was the fucking writing on the wall." Sound familiar to anyone?

And I'm still looking for the daemon drabbles I posted about last week :( Does anyone remember seeing them, even if you didn't read them? I'm hoping I can at least try to compare flists with someone who remembers seeing them so I can narrow down my search to a few communities that we have in common...