Brian/Justin have history but Brian moved on

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Please, would you help me find a fiction?

Here is what I remember.

— it is quite long

— Brian and Justin have history but Justin left for New York

— Brian moved on, found someone, felt hard for him and got married

— Brian´s husband dies, Justin comes back but Brian doesn´t want him anymore, he is grieving

— Brian and his husband had a house somewhere out of states and Brian has to go there to sort things out.

— Justin goes with him — as friend to help him

— At the end they end up together but the journey is long

Familiar? Thank you in advance for helping me!