Can't open midnight whispers site

[bbiswas96.livejournal.com]

So a few days ago I was able to have access on MW but it seems like coz of some security reasons it's not opening anymore atleast for me. I click it after a time it says error code 520 and some other bullshits nd then it says that if the site is in their list of whitelisted sites then I can have access to it or otherwise I have to do something where i have to payy $199 something for 1 year, lol if i had that kimd of money why would I be here. But coming to the point if it never opens I'll literally die, it was my place to be lost, from the stress an worry of life.