BJ plan surrogate pregnancy but Brian has cancer scare

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I was reading a really good story today but forgot to save the link, then somehow about chapter 3 or 4, due to stupid multitasking, I lost my place online, and can't find it again! It's post S5, BJ are together though Justin's in NYC. Brian has agreed that they will have a baby by surrogate, but just as the process gets underway, Brian has a cancer scare. I think there were at least 7-8+ chapters and I also think it may have been written about 2012. Please help me find it! I will sit here holding my breath until someone saves me. Please hurry!

Note: This story does not appear to be under the BJ/cancer (down a well) tags.

Note 2: It is NOT included in Ree's 2007 Cancer Fics list, "aka go away floppy penis, said brian."

FOUND, link below