Brian in therapy with his gym teacher's ex-wife

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Seems I'm on the great old-forgotten-fic search this week. I read this story a long, long time ago. For some reason (rape? suicide attempt?) Brian is in therapy. Turns out the therapist is the ex-wife of the gym teacher who abused him as a teen,a nd she is aware of who Brian is. Brian completely melts down in the story, hallucinating that every trick he's ever had is putting their hands on him at once, and I believe he is arrested in an alley because the police think he is either drunk or high. He doesn't like to be touched, I think. I checked the b/j in therapy and the gym teacher tags. I don't know where else to possibly look.  Anyone have any ideas on this?

Roni

FOUND: Yet again by the amazing search-Goddess, ara_kiss. It's Reason to Believe by Tammy.