Gym coach commits suicide

[melissa pawliuk]

This story has been bugging me for a long time and I can't find it anywhere... I've half convinced myself that I dreamt it but here goes...

The scene I remember the most clearly is Brian telling someone? Either talking to himself or the reader that 'if they decide to commit suicide the shouldn't use a gun'... 'because it's never your enemeies who find you'.

I'm sure this is from a longer story, maybe even a series. The story is set while Brian is an adult and the scenes I remember are either flashbacks or memories... But essentially Brian and the gym coach were in a realtionship and Brian was in love. The gym coach gets caught? And commits suicide, by shooting himself.
Brian is the one who finds him after, at the school in his office I believe.

So if anyone has any idea which story this is that would really help!!
I tried going the the gym coach tag and the suicide tag, but no luck.... I'm pretty sure the story/plot didn't revolve around this scene. The line about your enemeies not being the ones to find you is what really sticks out to me.

Anyway thanks for reading!
Later.

**Found by Kinwad!**
**Link in the comments**