looking for unfinished brian/michael fic

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hello-

I've been driving myself crazy trying to find a fic that I believe used to be stored on always-fanfic.net. ity was set post series, and it had brian and michael having an affair after the series ended, which i belive started during a night out at babylon. i think justin was in new york, and ben was attempting to have a novel published during the story. i can't for the life of me remember what the name of it was, but i think it had about 18-19 chapters and ended the updates stopped just as everyone was finding out.

I appreciate all and any help!