Gym teacher commits suicide

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So this story has been driving me crazy- the only scene I remember is Brian having a flash back of his gym teacher and the chapter ends with Brian saying:
If you decide to kill yourself take some pills or hang yourself, don't use a gun. Because its never your enemies that find the body.
Something along those lines- I think It's a longer story or a series because their are lots of flashbacks- I can't remember who Brian was talking to but I don't think it was Justin or anyone in the gang.
Thanks in advance- I really hope someone recognizes this ^.^