Ben hurts Justin during his Steroid phase / Anti-Ben recs

[starfire11-2.livejournal.com]

Looking for two things:

1st - A specific fic where Ben pushes Justin when he goes to see Michael at their house about some Rage panels. Ben get's pissed because Justin finds something on the bathroom floor [I think it's a needle], shoves Justin and Justin end's up bruised. Brian see's and goes all protectiveBrian and threatens Ben.

2nd - Any general Anti-Ben recs. Multi-chap or long fic preferred. Instead of being the injured party as he is in a lot of Anti-Mikey fic's, he's also an ass. Something along the lines of how he is in parts of Cyn's Family series.

Thanx ; )

Edit: 1st = Steriods by LyyLee: www.qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php                 

Still looking for recs

Happy fics

[pixiep.livejournal.com]

Hey guy, so, I just finished accidentally reading a death fic and I'm bawling my eyes out.
No, I don't care if you didn't want to spoil then ending, you should have bloody warned us! ='(
So I am now searching for some long (50,000+ words) fics where Justin never went to/comes back from New York and they get married and there's lots of fluff and everyone lives happily ever after. Preferably no mpreg or children other than Gus involved...

Thanks in advance!