Justin has cancer?

[sodoesrachael.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know there are quite a few of these stories. I'm looking for one in particular: I'm pretty sure it's a season 4 or 5 AU, and I think that the plot has it where Justin gets cancer instead of Brian. They're not together at the time, for some reason, and the only real thing that sticks out in my head is a scene at the diner. Justin is there with Daphne, and he feels sick, and Brian comes and confronts him, but Justin gets mad, saying he doesn't need Brian's help or something like that, but then he passes out. Or something like that. Any help? This has been in my head for days... I thought I knew who wrote it but I was wrong. Help me, please? I'll give you internet cookies. ;) Plz thx for your help.

Edit: It might be Aware of Those Around Us by ladyb, but that story is no longer online. Someone had uploaded it to rapidshare, but the download is expired and no longer works. Does anyone have a copy of this story, or know if it's the one I'm looking for? Thanks. :D

Edit edit: It is Aware of Those Around Us and there's a working link to download it in the comments. Thanks! :D

Revenge\Bloodletting

[lazalot-anreads.livejournal.com]

I'd like to read anything in which Brian and/or Justin does something violent - up to and including committing murder - to protect or get revenge for the other somehow. Anything like that out there?

Also, are there any fics in with B/J do bloodplay?

Please help! Thanks!

Justin has panic attack at Ethan's; Ethan calls Brian

[katydid417.livejournal.com]

Hi all

I'm lookin for a fic post S2, where Justin is with Ethan. Justin has a panic attack while living with him and Ethan calls Brian and he comes over and helps Justin. I believe Justin leaves with Brian then, but I'm not positive. I checked the tags with no luck, but I did find that it's not Morpheus' Trigger or Jane's short fic. Thanks in advance!

The fic was Nightmare by PrincessKirsty, but it's no longer online

Jim Stockwell

[xdunyax.livejournal.com]

Hello, dear Qaf-fans!
So, I'm looking for fics, where Jim Stockwell actually wins the election for the Mayor post (with or without Brian's help). For example, Brian decides that he doesn't want to sacrifice everything, or that NY is more important, or he still doesn't believe that Stockwell will deliver on his campaign's promises and doesn't help Justin to put up the posters, etc. Or Stockwell wins despite B/J efforts to prevent it...
Thanks in advance :)

Looking For 2 Fics: "Life Is Just Fine And Then A Hiccup;" and Brian Has Sex With Ethan

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Hi, I'm looking for two fics tonight.

First, does anyone know if "Life Is Just Fine And Then A Hiccup" can be found anywhere other than BJFic.net. I tried ATP and MW, but no luck. I'd only started reading it when BJfic died, so all I remember is that justin was in the hospital (and paralyzed from an accident?)

The other one (and I know some people will find the concept gross) is a short one I read a couple of years ago...Brian and Justin are in the shower, they're talking and Brian admits he had sex with Ethan once. I think it was out of curiosity to know what Justin ever saw in him. That's all I remember from that one.

Thanks in advance for any help.


Edit: First story found; link is in the comments. Thank you to magicalrachel.

The second story found; it's "Five Things Brian Kinney Never Did." Link is in the comments. Thanks to xdunyax.