Search: Brian almost accidently screw Justin Raw Recs: Pride?

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  The first is a fic search. I think Justin and Brian have been apart for years or something and when they finally get back together in his urgency he very nearly fucks Justin Raw and stops when he realizes what he was doing and puts on a condom. I think they might be in Britin or Justin's house or something?

   The next is a Rec. Are there any PRIDE fics? With National Coming out Day on the 11th and the little celebration I'm going to for it I want to read Pride fics.

  Oh and one last Rec. Justin was injured and locks himself away and Gus is kind of like his friend for a school thing. Justin has a photo of him and brian that has been worn away on Brian's face. And I think Justin is Blind?

Edited: Number 1 Found here: http://discothequey.livejournal.com/20867.html Something Beautiful

Edited again: Second fic found here: http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=194

Still looking for PRIDE fics

Brian thinks that Justin is dead but he isn't

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I just remembered a fic very vaguely, I'm not even sure if I made it up because I can't find it.

 

The only things I remember: It's years after the season finale, maybe an AU as well, but I don't think so. For some reason, Brian thinks that Justin is dead so he thinks that he went crazy when they meet again. I think it was important for the story that Brian kept one of Justin's paintings but I don't remember why.

I know it's almost nothing but maybe someone remembers, too.

FOUND! It's this one though I think I mixed up a few facts so it is not quite as I remembered.
http://community.livejournal.com/qaf_challenges/40029.html

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