Lookin for a specific fic

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I read it a few months ago, but can't remember what it's called.

Brian has a really bad cough.  He thinks that his cancer has come back and spread, so he decides to disappear.  He first goes to Ibiza, but then travels and ends up back in the Pitts.  At some point he reconciles w/ Claire, and moves into a deserted Britin. 

Does that sound familiar to anyone?

Thanks in advance!!!

Found:  The fic is Incomplete by anwamane13 .  Thank you so much rinmonsterer for finding it!  :)

Loking for an old fic

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Brian and Justin weren't together.  Justin was with Ethan.  Brian was having really bad headaches and blackouts and it turned out to be a brain tumor.  He had chemo and then an operation to remove it and his whole personality changed - shy, hesitant etc. He then dated a musician from Ethan's orchestra.  Ethan and Brian's partner both die at the end in a crash.  Brian and Justin end up together at Molly's wedding.  Can anyone help?


ETA.   Many thanks to Chadmom and lexa4227    'Lost and Found'  http://www.thelibertydiner.net/LostandFound1.html