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[krakrakra.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm looking for two fics I read a long time ago and of course I don't remember much about them -.-

1. I think it was set just after the Rage party, but I can be wrong. Justin comes to the loft to get his things and finds Brian on the bathroom floor in a pool of blood. Brian cut his own wrists - very emotional scene.
I think it was written by deviant_queen and I read it on her old website which is down. Actually I liked her writing a lot and would like to know where can I find not only this one, but also any other of her fics?

2. Brian comes to NY to see Justins art show. It's set after s5. I don't remember if they are together or not. He is looking at every piece and has some flashbacks of the events that inspired Justin or something like that. I liked the description of the paintings coz it was very vivid IMO.

Thanks for any help

ETA FOUND
1. It's Revelations by deviant_queen, but it's not on her lj. Big thanks goes to esmaro
If you want this fic send me a note: krakrakra84[at]gmail.com and i will forward it.
2. It's Silences by lesser_gods. Thanks to seanmegansean

LA Fic

[sadiemaeg.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a post season four PWP where Justin is in LA and he's in a bar and a guy starts hitting on him ( who turns out to be Brian). Justin says he won't bottom for the stranger and the guy says "But your so pretty." Then Justin pulls out his dick to show him and thinks that he would make it do a song and dance if he needed to. Then he fucks stranger in bathroom and then we learn that it is Brian.