Looking for a fic....

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Ok, Justin leaves for Cal. He ends up staying, and falling in love with someone else. The guy he ends up with contracts AIDS and Justin has to go out and get drugs to help with the pain. He helps him OD to end the pain, and Brian comes and helps him settle everything and gets him back to the Pits. Brian begins to love Justin, but Justin is scared that if Brian finds out he "killed" the boyfriend he won't love him anymore. Anyone have a clue?

Shauna

Thanks to hccmain for part of my search, link in comments!!!

**Ok after reading this I think I have 2 fic's confused. I remember reading one where the guy Justin is with gets mad at him for something, and goes out and cheats on him. He contracts AIDS that way, and Justin hustles to get him the morphine to help with the pain. They guys sister blames Justin for him getting sick, and says some nasty things to him. Any guesses??

Ok, they found it. Thanks to all who helped out and replied!! Links in comments.

Another one....

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You would think by now I would bookmark these........
Justin leaves Brian at the Rage party. He comes back to him months later and tells him he wants to be with him on Brian's terms. Brian takes him back, but doesn't want Justin to tell anyone. At first it's just sex, but then Justin begins cleaning the loft. Brian thinks Justin is up to something, and one night Ben and Michael come over to the loft to get Brian for a night of clubbing. They see Justin there, and Brian thinks he did it to show Mikey and Ben he is back in his life. Brian figures out that Justin did it so Brian could show Ben and Mikey he was in charge and didn't really want justin back.
Ideas?

Thank you pixiebullets, links in comments!!