Looking for a fic....

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Ok, Justin leaves for Cal. He ends up staying, and falling in love with someone else. The guy he ends up with contracts AIDS and Justin has to go out and get drugs to help with the pain. He helps him OD to end the pain, and Brian comes and helps him settle everything and gets him back to the Pits. Brian begins to love Justin, but Justin is scared that if Brian finds out he "killed" the boyfriend he won't love him anymore. Anyone have a clue?

Shauna

Thanks to hccmain for part of my search, link in comments!!!

**Ok after reading this I think I have 2 fic's confused. I remember reading one where the guy Justin is with gets mad at him for something, and goes out and cheats on him. He contracts AIDS that way, and Justin hustles to get him the morphine to help with the pain. They guys sister blames Justin for him getting sick, and says some nasty things to him. Any guesses??

Ok, they found it. Thanks to all who helped out and replied!! Links in comments.