Well, since you said the thing about getting into his icky mind space, and I think I did that, I'll give you one of the fics I mentioned. Hopefully you enjoy it even if it's not quite what you wanted.
The Fault Lies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/274152)
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The Fault Lies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/274152)
Thanks for the comm compliments! :)