'Push' by Ardra in word doc?

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

Hi folks,its me again ;)

I am looking for a fic called 'Push' by Ardra which is in the wayback machine in the links in the sidebar here. The problem is I can't stop getting distracted by that ugly white box that stays at the top of the page in there and I can't read the fic in...shall we call it comfort? Because im distracted. Does any of you lovely folks know if its posted anywhere else or maybe one of you has in word doc or pdf?

Please help if you can,as soon as you can because I am wanting to get back to reading it asap :)

Thanks in advance,Vonnie xoxox

Edited~sent to me by delvalmom,thanks alot xx

Note to mods,I want to say sorry if I opened up a can of worms on this topic.I swear to god that was not my intention.I just wanted to find the story.

Comments

[cheburashka-2.livejournal.com]

@Vonnie, Mods and Xie,

I am so sorry for the "can of worms". I didn't mean to get into such a long, drawn out discussion. It's just that the subject was fascinating to me and I let my curiosity get away with me.

A huge thank you to Xie. An extra "I'm sorry" to Vonnie for making her feel bad and/or uncomfortable even for a second. And a bow of deep appreciation to the mods for allowing such an involving discussion.

Cheers,
Vin

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

No worries, Vin. I think it was very intelligent discussion. And I appreciate some of the indications of what the fic contains, both as a warning to readers and to help me when I have to tag this post, lol.

Is this the fic where Justin was so addicted to pain that he told Brian if Brian wouldn't hurt him (cut him) he'd go find someone else to do it? So Brian was like, well, I have to hurt him or else he'll go get himself killed? (Read a bit of that once, for tagging purposes, eyes half-closed.) Or is that another one??

Whatever this is, it's getting a "squick" tag, ya'll.

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

Hi mod,,

I was just worried when I saw the discussion that it might get out of hand and cause trouble and I didn't want that,thats why I said sorry.

Vonnie x

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

You're fine, Vonnie! Even if people were to get out of hand, all you did was ask for a fic, so that wouldn't be your fault.

*hugs*


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[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

*Is relieved*
Huge Hugs,Vonnie xoxox

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

Hi Vin,

Its good to meet you :)

No worries from me.It just looked like it had drawn attention and thats not what I wanted.I just wanted the story.The discussion about it was ok I just worried incase it got out of hand and I didn't want to hurt anyones feelings.

All is good hon,Vonnie x