Depressed Justin... future, Britin fic

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I remember this fic I read awhile ago (before I started saving links) where Justin moved back to the Pitts after NY.  He and Brian move to Britin together but then Justin is really depressed, to the point where he doesn't eat for days and wants everything to be "perfect" for their house warming party, and won't even let anyone see Britin until the party.... Em has to see it before so he can plan basic things and even that J gets cranky over...

I know it's a shitty description but I'm hoping someone knows what I'm talking about... 

Here's some other things I (think) I remember (though I not 100% sure it's the same fic as I have a tendency to combine them in my head)

- Justin did a painting in NY that B bought but when J realizes that HE was the one who bought it he gets pissed... it was about the bashing and J saw selling it and giving it to some random person as a way to get rid of the feelings he had about the bashing, but when he realizes B bought it he's all mad about it

-I read this during my bjfic.net OR MW phase... so it's def on one of them.  I'm scared that it was on bjfic.net tho :(

-I SPECIFICALLY remember that J would NOT let anyone over before their party.... he was ADAMANT about that bc he wanted everything PERFECT before anyone saw Britin!

Please help!

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Comments

[highd.livejournal.com]

The end done right http://www.valerielewis.net/bj/end1.html

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Sorry it took me so long to reply... thank you... this is the one

[truehawk.livejournal.com]

I think this sounds like "The End Done Right" by Vamphile. It's the story where Justin needs everything to be perfect and he stops eating and starts having panic/anxiety attacks. There is definitly parts of the story but they do throw a party and he won't let anyone come over to help but Em.

http://www.valerielewis.net/bj/fic.html

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

This is the story I was looking for! Thank you and sorry it took so long to reply

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

The other story is plumsuede's Beyond The Yellow Brick Road. The one where Justin gets pissed because Brian bought one of his untitled paintings. You can find the links for the story at her LJ.

ETA: Plum posts this to bjfic. I think she posted it to BJFic.net at one time. I don't think she's ever posted to MW.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I ALWAYS seem to remember parts of BTYBR and confuse them with other stories LOL...

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I'm pretty sure I've read it but I don't really remember it so I'm gonna read it again!

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Please update your post, as both fics you cited have been found. Thanks.

[shopinchickcas.livejournal.com]

I always do... it just took me a while to get back to this post bc of RL BS