death fic

[anyusa0030.livejournal.com]

i read this story divergence in which brian got a secondary cancer as a result of the radiation treatment except in it brian almost dies but survive ,because of it ,i feel like reading a death fic specifically brian death fic.could someone recomend one,i  like it to be canon set post series it could also be au .i like the cancer to come back or some other cancer .or it could be something else,i would like brian to suffer for along time atleat a year .brian and justin must be together through this.i would like brian to fight the disease untill he finally loses the battle ,in other word i dont him baying a ticket to ebitha as soon as he finds out he is sick. ho its important that the fic deals with brians road to his death.that is it should not begin at his death.


great recs in the comment.keep them comming.

Comments

[amaranthink.livejournal.com]

It isn't a long one but Brian does die at the end of a cancer battle where the cancer came back years later.

The Seven Stages of Brian and Gus (http://www.randalls-fiction.com/fiction/seven.php) by Randall. It's seventh stage so scroll down for the death, although the whole fic is great. I just reread it and I'm crying over it again.

[sexy-pumpkin.livejournal.com]

OMG I cried & cried & cried, after I read that fic:(:(

Jesus I've never read a death fic since.

It truly depressed me for weeks,,Ouch!! as if you'd read them on purpose:)

[amaranthink.livejournal.com]

Actually, I do read them on purpose. Sometimes I'm in the mood to have a really good cry and because I love Brian, these kinds of fics will do it. Reading them remind me of how much I do love him and then I appreciate him more. :)

[sandra-qaf.livejournal.com]

Laurie...I agree with you and loved divergence and TSSOBAG too-Randall is a brilliant writer.
later x

[camelhaircoat.livejournal.com]

I agree. I especially liked that one because they got to have a long time together before the end came. I also love Randall's stuff, I read him over and over again, LOL.

[anyusa0030.livejournal.com]

i love death fic too as long as they are well written.but then thats just who i am ,i love sad movies, sad novels and sad stories ,am more moved by pain than i am by joy.what i can not stand is fics where brian and justin dont end up together b/other warning can be so missleading couse it can mean they are apart for asecond then end up together and it can also mean they never end up together ,you can never tell which untill you read,i read better off friends once i was trumatized for a month.

[camelhaircoat.livejournal.com]

Laurie, did you read q_dicted's story? It's the most beautiful thing ever, death!fic or not. I couldn't stop thinking about it after I was done.

I don't know why, but sometimes I'm weirdly drawn to them too, but they have to be done well.

*Hugs*
Amy

[q-dicted.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, Amy. *hugs back* I think it's one of those things you need to be in the mood to read. And then have a nice, hot & porny B/J fic to fall back on once you're done crying.

[amaranthink.livejournal.com]

I just read this, at least what she has posted and I'm sobbing my eyes out. It's an amazing fic and she has some serious talent.