Long Lost Fics

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Ok, so I was an active fanfic writer for a couple of years around 2004-2005 and had my stories on places like BJFic, MST, and Midnight Whispers. I first went by brianlvr_1 ('Amanda'), but then switched over to deviant_queen . I erased all of my stories way back when, and now I don't even have copies on my computer. I found a couple of my stories thanks to some searching and a request here:

Revelations 1 and 2
Intense

So I thought I'd try out my luck for the others. I'm sure they're awful and I'll laugh at how bad they are, but I'd still like to read them again if anyone happened to save them.

1. This one's a little vague. I believe Intense had a sequel called Extreme (I think the 'verse was called Ecstacy). I'm pretty sure it was another porny B/J thing where Justin gets to use that same toy on Brian.
2. The first fic I ever wrote was called Meant to Be and it was a highschool!AU. Honestly, that's all I'm sure of. It was completed and was multiple chapters (maybe 10).
3. The last one I'm looking for was called The New Guy (or something like that) set during the cancer arc when Brian pushes Justin away. He gets caught in the elevator after a radiation treatment with this guy and they begin to form an attraction to each other. This was a WIP and probably only had a couple of chapters.

If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it! :D

Comments

[netfics.livejournal.com]

I don't have your fic, but do love your icon.

Midnight Whispers has an archive of raw fic files from their recovery of previous hostings of their site.

And Cael is still working on getting BJFIC.net up and running.

oh look, I guess I do have something for you:
http://web.archive.org/web/20080508031935/www.midnightwhispers.ca/old/efic/stories/Amanda/

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I like it too. :D Added you back, btw.

The only thing about the archives is I took my fics down before the sites went down, so they couldn't be found there either. :/ I'm just hoping to get lucky enough that someone saved one or two of them.

But thanks anyways! :D

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

oh yea of little faith, you just have to know how to massage the machine:

http://web.archive.org/web/20050319182143/http://www.midnight-whispers.com/Amanda/Index-Amanda.htm

this is the last back up before the server barfed and she went to a new server

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Aw, damn I was all excited too! But it's a different 'Amanda'. I was actually under 18 at the time and went under a false name for awhile, but apparently I wasn't the only Amanda in the fandom. haha.

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

okay, who did you go as then?

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

brianlvr_1 (Amanda) WAS the false name. After that I started going under deviant_queen and my real name (Lyndsey), but everything should be under deviant_queen.

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

okay, here it is, but it had flipped to the new website, which means the database:
http://web.archive.org/web/20060520142826/midnight-whispers.com/efic/viewuser.php?uid=64


http://web.archive.org/web/20080615125305/midnightwhispers.ca/old/stories

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

hmmm, it seems you have some stuff up on the new site from last July:
http://midnightwhispers.ca/viewuser.php?uid=364

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's my newer stuff.

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

None of the links to the stories work. But thanks anyways. :D

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

yes, but now you can ask for the stories by name

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

I'm curious, why did you erase your stories?

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

I left the LJ fandom a long time ago and just recently returned. Honestly, I never thought I was much of a writer, so I didn't really care about losing my stories at the time. But 5 or 6 years later, I'm curious to read them again.