"What If..." by teinisydan (FOUND)

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I think the fic's title is What If. In this story Ethan abused/hit Justin. Justin went to Brian's office while he's in the middle of a meeting. It has several chapters and in the end b/j back together. It's a bit blur for me but I've read this story a couple months ago. Too bad my bookmark's not working anymore. And I've checked the tags under h/c,justin/ethan,abused justin,and justin down the well with zero result. Hope somebody know this fic. Thanks
EDIT :
I found it myself! :-D. http://teinisydan.livejournal.com/62116.html