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omg, you must be feeling v.v. strong to request these. Just off the top of my head (not taking the time to pretty up the links, sorry!)

http://users.livejournal.com/_kiden/39590.html This is a rough read. (also check her LJ Memories and her website. She's got a number of angsty fics, though not all are major character death)

http://bea-nonymous.livejournal.com/3652.html This one I really can't bear to re-read but it's just beautiful.

http://www.rhiannonhero.net/rhi/QueerAsFolk/apollosend.html

http://mclachlan.livejournal.com/26054.html (this is chapter 1 of Counting Blue Cars)

http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=5713&warning=R

http://randall.irishcaelan.com/fiction/seven.php

http://heelsoverhead.net/stories/pictureperfect.html (this is the last chapter in a v.v. long series)

there's one where Justin dies shortly after returning from NYC and Brian gets the news while driving. I think. But I don't remember the title or author.

tgray has a WIP going but it's not been updated in awhile. here: http://tgray.livejournal.com/107108.html