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okay, i am searching for two fics.
the first one, i read YEARS ago, from what i know there was only ever 3 chapters posted and for a while i checked it every week i remember Justin lived in a small town, and Brian moved in, and hes just out of prison, and micheal is helping settle in. he was very distand and kinda mysterious. there was a scene where justin was "staking out" brians place to see what he was like, i think he was with Daph, and brian appeared next to the car and scared the bajeebas out of them. also i think brian and justin got talking near a creek(?)
please, if anyone know what this story is and if it was continued i would be eternally grateful!

the second story is a Post-RAGE party, they have broken up, and justin was with ethan. though he still desperatly loved brian. i think, Justin had a panic attack, and Brian might have been called...
i know, could i be any more vauge or generic? i do remember very distincly that at one point, it said that justin while sleeping at ethans, "closed his eyes and saw blue neon."
it was very much a justin still pining for Brian, and i think brian still pined for him too....

please please know what im talking about!

EDIT: first one: UNFOUND
          second one: TAKEN OFF THE NET