Oh, honey! *hugs you* I swear it'll be better with a bit of distance, but, for now, I recommend you read this story ASAP:
A Love That Will Never Grow Old (http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=10150&textsize=1&chapter=1) by bdeviled. Absolutely amazing, it will heal you and make you feel a lot better.
Then, I'd rec my favorite story of all time, Embark/Framed/Beyond the Yellow Brick Road (http://community.livejournal.com/bjfic/369081.html) by plumsuede, which is really a novel. BYBR is still a WIP, but it's a WIP at about 50 odd LONG chapters, and it doesn't leave you hanging. This is TRULY superb, you should not hesitate to read it.
akintay has an absolutely LOVELY post 513 'verse, Never Enough, which begins here with Scars (http://akintay.livejournal.com/1049.html).
And if you don't mind self-recs, I've got quite a few diverse one-shots post 513, all marked as such, in my QaF fic master-list (http://arlad.livejournal.com/47930.html#cutid1), out of which my favorite is probably The Only Thing That's Right (http://arlad.livejournal.com/36733.html). And if you feel like a slightly different ending to 513, I also wrote an AU that starts half-way through the episode, Flames (or, the non-wedding wedding!fic (http://arlad.livejournal.com/46998.html).
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Date: 2009-02-17 02:58 am (UTC)A Love That Will Never Grow Old (http://www.bjfic.net/main/viewstory.php?sid=10150&textsize=1&chapter=1) by bdeviled. Absolutely amazing, it will heal you and make you feel a lot better.
Then, I'd rec my favorite story of all time, Embark/Framed/Beyond the Yellow Brick Road (http://community.livejournal.com/bjfic/369081.html) by
And if you don't mind self-recs, I've got quite a few diverse one-shots post 513, all marked as such, in my QaF fic master-list (http://arlad.livejournal.com/47930.html#cutid1), out of which my favorite is probably The Only Thing That's Right (http://arlad.livejournal.com/36733.html). And if you feel like a slightly different ending to 513, I also wrote an AU that starts half-way through the episode, Flames (or, the non-wedding wedding!fic (http://arlad.livejournal.com/46998.html).