Post 507 fic search (pre bombing)

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Hi    I am looking for a certain kind of fic, I'm not really sure if its even been written. It follows the scene (post 507) where Brian goes round to Michael's and accuses him of turning Justin into someone who wants what Brian can never give him, and that's why Justin has left. I can't remember exactly what episode this is but its between 507 and 509. The episode leaves Brian walking out of Michael's house with Justin looking from the top of the stairs.

I am after a longish, agsty fic about something happening to Brian, a car accident or an overdose (not deliberate), just something bad, but ultimatly survivable. A bit of Michael and Justin guilt wouldn't go amiss either as Justin never really gave Brian a chance once he decided to go. You can see in Brian's eyes how much pain he is in when Justin leaves the loft.

I am a Justin fan but I didn't like him much once he went to LA.