angst and death

[mila-norge.livejournal.com]

hello everyone. finally weekend. i kind of found back to my qaf fanfic addiction and wanted now to ask you guys if you could recomend me any fanfics to read this weekend. i am looking for some brian/justin stories where one, or even both are getting abused or otherwise goes through an angsty situation. or also stories where one of them, or both are dying or death.
i hope you guys can help me with that. i really would appreciate it.

EDIT: Thank you all for your help. Fics are to be found in the comments...