Ben dies (part of a longer B/J story)

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In which fic Brian goes to Michael’s house to comfort him before and during Ben’s death? I remember it being a part of a longer B/J getting back together story (and probably living in NYC?). The scene was beautifully written and quoted some famous poem about accepting death or something.

Edit: Found it myself, it’s Into my arms by Rhiannero. And poem was one of Rilke’s.