QAF fic where Brian didn't show up to Justin's show - FOUND

[lilpeppa40]

Hello all, long time lurker, new poster so I hope I'm doing this right. I've been looking for a story I know I found here but can't seem to find again. What I think I remember is that at the beginning, Brian runs into Justin for the first time in a while and Justin is now with someone else and behaves very coldly towards Brian. It turns out that after Justin moved to New York, Brian threw him off the old Kinney cliff and even though everyone showed up for Justin's first show and Brian made everyone think he was going to go, he didn't show up at all and didn't call or anything. Here's where I'm not sure if I'm mixing up stories but I also think as it went on, it turns out that the cancer had returned in Brian's other testicle and he met someone during a sort of group counselling session and they slept together often but even though the guy loved Brian, Brian wouldn't commit. Brian and Justin get back together in the end but it's a bit of a journey. Please help. I've looked through various tags including cancer returns, that old cliff, B hurts Justin and has to win him back, and Justin/other but I just can't seem to find it again. Thanks in advance.