Seaching for a fic where justin and brian lost their daughter

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Hey !

So im searhing for a long, old (unfinished i think?) fic where justin and brian are together and they had a daughter, but their daughter died because of a car accident (brian was the driver).

I think at the beginning of the fic justin doesnt eat very well and lost a lot of weight and cant walk/stand on his own.

I think brian and justin live together but they have their own separate room.

If you guys can help me it will be awesome !

Thank you!

FOUND ! link in the comment