Lindsay has a psychotic break, Mel checks out, B & J are left with infant

[netlagd.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to remember what this fic is.
Lindsay gets pregnant - using Brian or Justin's banked sperm - in Canada.
She hides her pregnancy.
She has some sort of mental breakdown around delivery time - maybe she has twins?
Mel is stuck with Lindsay in a mental hospital, baby(ies), Jenny Rebecca and Gus.
Mel and the kids come to Briton, but Mel checks out on the infant(s) - but relocates to Pittsburgh.
I think Lindsay checks out entirely and moves to an artist's colony in Arizona or New Mexico.
This sound familiar to anyone?

ETA: found quickly by nochaser_12 Broken Dreams by Julesmonster.

http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=2155

Brian living in empty Britin

[kittykak2000.livejournal.com]

Help! I am trying to find a multi part fic that has Justin coming home from NY to find Brian living in one room in Britin. He has a mattress on the floor and only 1 pillow(they go pillow shopping). This is in the beginning of the story and it is driving me crazy. I have searched the tags but so far no luck! I am pretty sure this is a well known fic and should be easily found but apparently just not by me. Any help would be greatly appreciated.   K

Found, link in comments

Feels like home & High School Bodyguard

[arianiagustina.livejournal.com]

Hi!! It's me.. again. I was hoping someone could help me with this one. I just read the summary feels like home by Sita (Sita_Moonlight)and High School Bodyguard by Brianawriter, do you guys by any chance, know another link for these fics?? I can't find it anywhere :'(

Thanks a lot to anyone who can help me..


fic: NOT FOUND