Justin is raped and BJ get a puppy

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I'm locking for this fic for a very long time (searched tags, google,...) but couldn't find it. Hopefully it's not been deleted.

What I remember is Justin sitting outside sketching - could be outside his school or PIFA when someone approached and raped him. He called him by a nickname. Could have been "sunshine".
Later he and Brian get a puppy and Brian suggest without thinking this certain nickname for the puppy.

it's my first post and hopefully I didn't made a mistake :o)

Thanks in advance for your help!
Angie

Edit: Fic not found :(