Depressed Justin

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I'm looking for a story i really don't remember much of it.
But i know that justin was like REALLY depresed and was thinking about ending his own life i do remember that in the end Brian finds letters that justin wrote and calls mel and linds to warn them about not letting justin out of their sight..
can somebody help me find it??

Found... Links in comments

Just in time for a bedtime snack!

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minami77 put some cookies and milk on the profile page. Thank you so much! Everyone, help yourself.

Justin has a meltdown

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Hi, I'm looking for a story where Justin has a meltdown. He is in the loft left alone, Brian has moved away for work and left Michael in charge to watch over Justin. When Justin is alone in the loft, he paints his life on all the surfaces and I remember the sentence where is says: The meltdown of Justin Taylor is complete. When Brian try to reach Justin there is no one to reply and he calls Michael in the middle of the night and he checks the loft and called Brian alarmed with the scene he found. In the meanwhile Justin left the loft without wallet, coat and bare foot. An elderly women find him and took him to Canada and during next years, Brian get the visitor, it is Elton John's partner. They eventually get back together and I also remember that Gus is a big part of Justin's life. I know that somebody will find this story really fast, and I will beat my head because I once more forgot to remember a story that I like. Thanks, Metka

FIC FOUND, link is in the comment, she is one of my favorites authors.