Justin has a seizure or panic attack while watching Gus or at a bus stop

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I read this a long time ago, and I might be combining two separate stories. All I remember is that Justin is watching Gus at the loft and has a seizure or a panic attack. I'm not sure if it is the same story but he also has a panic attack at a bus stop and Brian finds him just in time. I think it might of been raining when Brian finds him at the bus stop. Can't be sure.

Found: Mirror by besame_bj Where Justin has a Seizure at a bus stop.
*goes off happily to re-read that series again*

The one with Gus is probably another story altogether.

Brian/Lindz at Sadie Hawkins'

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So, when I was at work I browsed qaf-fics and was spazzy happy, when I found a college-fic, where Lindz asks Brian to come with her to Sadie Hawkins Dance.
I wasn't able to finish it, neither to save the link, since my boss walked in and I had to close the tab, lol
I can't find it anymore *goes crazy*
But I still know, that the background of that site was black and the font was neon green, which was a bit annoying, that's why I highlighted all the text, lol

So, does anyone know which fic I'm talking about here? *hopes*

Modest Brian

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Are there any fics where Brian is still God's gift to gay men ( and straight men and women) everywhere but he doesn't really know it. Maybe the abuse he got with his parents damaged him a little more visibly, he can still be God's gift to advertising and still fairly confident in tricking just maybe not realize he could get anything and anyone he wanted with a look.

Brian breaking down scene

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There's this fic that I keep replaying one specific incident but can't remember much of anything else. Brian has this sort of... breakdown in front of the family where he retells everything that happened during the bashing including how he felt, what he saw, etc. I remember that before this scene took place they were at the rage party and one of the dancers was bullying Justin because Justin didn't want to sleep with him. It made Brian extremely furious because the guy hit Justin's head against a brick wall. Ben and Michael were present through all of this.

Someone help, It's been driving me nuts the past couple of days!

Thanks!

Edit: The fic is Name Your Wish by Just Visiting. Thanks so much you guys!