Fic Search! HELP!

[confused-freak.livejournal.com]

Okay. I'm looking for a fic...
Haaaa. Obviously, riight?

Anyway.. The fic takes place in Season 1, and it's still around the time while Brian is a little unnerving about his non-relationship with Justin...

Anyway, I think it's around the time where Craig finds out about Justin sexuality, and I guess he gets really drunk, and I think tries to give Justin a lesson and rapes him... and all that FUCKED UP FATHER SHIT... Anyway... Justin flees and ends up at Brian's loft... But he's relentless about going up so he falls a sleep on his stairs, and Brian finds him in the morning and starts acting like typical Brian towards Justin... And he notices that something is off with Justin... Which leads to the good part... The caring Brian, u know the kind. Haaa

And that's where I left off. I completely forgot I was reading it, and never got down to the ending... and I've been looking for it like a crack addict wanting a fix. :)

Hope you guys can help.
would really appreciate it!
;)

Edit: Found; Check the comments... go on. DO IT!

hustler Justin

[arrowthroughme.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a story in which Justin is a hustler and Brian is his customer. The scene I remember is that when they have sex Justin always try to stay uninvolved, doesn't want to get off and avoids the spot, so to speak.

I think, though I am not sure it's the same story, that Brian is "inexperienced", still he becomes a regular customer and maybe his sex with Justin is the first time he tries it with a guy.
Not much to go by, I know. I just distinctly remember that Justin tries hard to be distanced.

Thanks for any help.

Just had another flashback about the story's content, but again I'm not sure if I mix things up: It's maddening that I can't seem to remember anything clearly, but Justin trying to be stoic while Brian is f... him, and I think Justin is Brian's first foray into gay sex and he comes to a place for Hustler's, and keeps coming back. Justin also has problems with a pimp, I think, who doesn't want to loose his "income", way of making money and Brian tries to get Justin away, gets him a different place, but I'm not sure if I'm mixing stories here.



Nicki

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[ngirl16.livejournal.com]

I'm  looking for fic where Justin is a hustler and he is called Blaze and Brian finds him at the club and Justin tops him and then Brian follows Justin around and finds out that Justin acts like he did I found the first chapter on irishcaelan but i read the whole thing somewhere else dose anyone know where it is 
found it