Brian drugged leading to being unfaithful to Justin

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I'm looking for a story in which Brian has an out of town meeting with a man he's trying not to sleep with because he's trying to be monogamous to Justin. Brian wakes up in the morning in the man's bed and doesn't remember the night before. It turns out that Brian was drugged.
I also remember Brian and Justin were living in a house, but not Britin. Brian was seeing a psychiatrist. They were planning a commitment ceremony. It was part of a long fic.

Thanks


ETA: Found, link in comments.

Looking for Justin story based on 513

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Hi!  This is a story I read a few months ago but can't remember where I saw it. It is the night before Justin is due to leave for New York and he has a series of dreams a la 'A Christmas Carol' - he sees his future as it will be if he goes to NY. In his dreams he loses Brian, he loses his inspiration and is mocked by people he thought were his fans and his friends.

On waking he decides not to go and rings an art agent who had been very reluctant to represent him. When he tells her that he doesn't want to leave his life in Pittsburgh, she reverses her decision and takes him on - because he is a man who knows what the most important things in life are and is prepared to fight to keep them.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Many thanks in advance.

ETA - found it! Link in comments. Thank you :-)