Yup, that's it :) I just came upon it, six whole months later, and was going to comment without noticing you had already found it.
"No. I'm not your fucking sunshine," he'd repeated louder. "I'm not ANYONE'S FUCKING SUNSHINE! I didn't want this fucking party. I didn't ask for some stupid party! I don't want balloons and streamers and cake. I told you this, Mom. I told EVERYONE I didn't want ANYTHING like this. I don't fucking want to celebrate SHIT. Fucking LOOK AT ME!"
Justin's screaming had frozen everyone except Brian who'd slipped his hand into Justin's to offer his lover support.
"LOOK AT ME! I can't even fucking smile anymore AND I'M NOT SUNSHINE! I don't even know if I can fuck Brian and I sure as hell don't need any of you here when I try! I don't want to fucking celebrate and I don't want company. SO GET THE FUCK OUT!"
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Date: 2015-10-22 09:29 pm (UTC)"No. I'm not your fucking sunshine," he'd repeated louder. "I'm not ANYONE'S FUCKING SUNSHINE! I didn't want this fucking party. I didn't ask for some stupid party! I don't want balloons and streamers and cake. I told you this, Mom. I told EVERYONE I didn't want ANYTHING like this. I don't fucking want to celebrate SHIT. Fucking LOOK AT ME!"
Justin's screaming had frozen everyone except Brian who'd slipped his hand into Justin's to offer his lover support.
"LOOK AT ME! I can't even fucking smile anymore AND I'M NOT SUNSHINE! I don't even know if I can fuck Brian and I sure as hell don't need any of you here when I try! I don't want to fucking celebrate and I don't want company. SO GET THE FUCK OUT!"
:D *happily taking off the "not found" tag*