Hello

[buttrfli-80.livejournal.com]

well, I am looking for afic . I thought it was by Myrna but I couldn't find it.

This is what I remember of the fic:

Just approaches Brian sometime after the Rage breakup and his predictable break up with Ethan. justin offers himself to Brian as a sex slave I guess that's what you would call it. He tells Brian he won't ask for anything and that he would be available to Brian anytime anywhere. Brian and Justin keep up this arrangement for a while, none of the family knows about it. Ben and Michael come to the loft and Brian forgets Justin is there cleaning, Justin worked the cleaning in as part of the deal to pay off the loan for school.

Also I remember Brian being upset about something (I think it was he thought he'd caught Justin asking for something) he sends Justin home without "getting any". There was also a part that had Brian upset about Justin missing classes in order to come and service Brian.

Gosh I hope this helps. I have been thinking ab out this fic all day for some reason and can't get it out of my head.

Found: Link inside. Thanks hcbfc

Comments

[oh-amelia.livejournal.com]

It is No Regrets (http://queerasfolk.wired-hub.net/noregrets_01.html) by Mesa.

[buttrfli-80.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. I was going crazy trying to find this fic. Now i will bookmark it.

Everyone Read This FanFic!!!!

[sarahj2222.livejournal.com]

You are talking about what is, arguably, the greatest fanfic EVER written..
Mesa never wrote anything else, more's the pity..Unless I'm wrong?
Anybody know? Sarah

Re: Everyone Read This FanFic!!!!

[gaedhal.livejournal.com]

I never rec fics.

Ever.

Except this one.

Read it now.

Re: Everyone Read This FanFic!!!!

[buttrfli-80.livejournal.com]

I read this fic once before and just loved it. The other day is was just bothering me that I couldn't locate this fic. I am up to chapter 8 now and it's still having the same affect on me. One minute I am saying "No, Justin", the next I am saying "No, Brian".

I am going to complete this fic tonight even if it kills me.

Re: Everyone Read This FanFic!!!!

[buttrfli-80.livejournal.com]

I think it's one of the best fics written for this fandom. I won't lose it this time.

Re: Everyone Read This FanFic!!!!

[sarahj2222.livejournal.com]

Yeah..great, isn't it? I've read it dozens of times.
It's an early one, written soon after the episode
aired.
So, one of you comparative lit. majors, how about comparing it with
the later fanfics when Justin left Brian for Ethan.
It's very different than the fics folks write now, isn't it?