B/J Break Up fic

[ashenblack.livejournal.com]

I'm looking for a horribly depressing, heartbreaking fic that I read a while ago and for some reason have an urge to inflict upon myself again.  I'm pretty sure it was a Brian POV taking place post-series.  Brian and Justin weren't together anymore and you find out at the end that the reason why was because Justin had just fallen out of love with him.  I believe Brian mused over the fact that he had always known that was going to happen and that was why he had fought so hard against falling for Justin.  It did not have a happy ending.  Unfortunately I don't remember much more- probably I blocked it out due to the trauma it caused.  DDD:

Comments

[mysid.livejournal.com]

I'm staying far away from that one--no matter how well Suzvoy writes. I don't need that kind of heartbreak.

[ashenblack.livejournal.com]

I do not blame you. It's just a short tiny thing, but somehow it rips my heart out more than any epic angst fic I've read. And that includes death fic. Why do I read these things?

[wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com]

How well she writes is probably the #1 reason to avoid it, lol. Wouldn't flay ya alive nearly so gruesomely if badly written.

[moonbrightnites.livejournal.com]

I agree. But I appreciate the warning since I intended to read everything by her!

[cheburashka-2.livejournal.com]

Agree with mysid completely. I am an easy crier and something like this would send me into a sea of misery and tears, guaranteed. So, seconded.

[wjsc99.livejournal.com]

Yikes -- completely agree. I'll live in fear of accidentally bumping into it . . .

[sungaizing85.livejournal.com]

I don't know. The first time I read it I was like OUCH OUCH MOFO OUUUUCH. Now I am like...heh, sounds like Randy H was right. Meh. hahaha