Justin and Brian get held hostage

[rockybonnie.livejournal.com]

Hi there,

I'm looking for a fanfic i read a couple of years ago and only remeber bits and pieces (i don't know if it'll be enough to help!)

*I remember Justin and Brian were playing a role scene where Brian would "rape" Justin.
*I remember that a couple of guys broke into the loft and started shooting at Brian and Justin and thats when Justin's brother or family member came into the picture where he took Brian and Justin downstairs to the loft below and Justin was watching his favourite cartoons.
*I remember Justin either had a big brother or a family member that helped Brian and Justin get out of their situation.
*I remember they took Justin and Brian in the car and Justin was lying at the bottom of the car seats cause the couple of guys that kidnapped them had beat him up and then i think there's a scene where they kick his head in.
*I remember they leave Brian on the side of the road and take Justin with them.
*I remember Justin is locked up in an old house or something. It's starts to get hazy from here on in.

I hope you all can find it, i've been searching for a while now....