Justin finds Brian

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

Hello!

Some time ago I read a fic where Brian tried to kill himself. Well, I'm not sure he actually tried because I don't remember if it was intentional or not. But the one who found him was JUSTIN, not Michael or any of the guys. I'm pretty sure of that.

Do any of you know which fic I'm talking about? I know it's too vague, but my memory is just like that, lol.

Also, any fic where JUSTIN is the one finding Brian - sick; after making something stupid like trying to off himself or drinking and drugging himself into oblivion; or generally just in need of help.

I love to read protective!Brian fics. It would be nice to know if there are any protective!Justin fics out there.

Thanks!

Comments

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know "Ibiza". It's a great story, I love it. Thanks!

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

If it was a REALLY long time ago, like 2005ish, it may have been my fic. It was on BJFic (and maybe MST). It was called "Nobody" and there was a sequel called "Somebody", but they were just one chapter each. It was post-Season 2 when Justin left for Ethan and Brian tried to off himself and Justin comes in and finds him bleeding on the bathroom floor, unconscious. He calls an ambulance and goes with him to the hospital. He's there when Brian wakes up, and then the second installment picks up with them talking (arguing actually) at the hospital but they ended up together in the end.

I went way into that because if that WAS it, it no longer exists unless someone saved it on their computer forever ago and still has it. I deleted my fics from the web and everywhere else shortly after I wrote those stories and I have no back-ups. :/

Hopefully someone else will find something similar. I know of a couple of AU fics that include something like this, like Close to Home by Thyme (http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/SFF8a.htm), but I'm not sure if that's what you're looking for. But I second Ibiza by buckeye5. It's a multi-chapter fic, I enjoyed it. :)

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

OMG, It's a pity, really. I think it's the one you mentioned, "Nobody". It was a long, long time ago, but I felt like reading it. :(
Thanks, anyway.

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

Yeah, there was some fandom drama back them (wow, sounds so childish and sophomoric now, which is awful because I was the youngest involved) and I disconnected myself from it completely. Now I wish I had copies of it, at least on my computer, but I wasn't thinking I'd ever want to read them again.

I wasn't much of a writer (not that I am now, either) so I don't know how well the story was written, but I'd like to read it too. :/

[http://users.livejournal.com/rebecca85_/]

You could always make a search for in in here. Now that you have the name of the author, the fic and permission to share should someone have it.

Sorry for the late response. I'd like to read that fic too if someone finds it. ^^

Luv, reb

[deviant-queen.livejournal.com]

I think it was requested awhile back by someone who also knew the name, and no one had it. One person said they did and offered to email it, but then never followed through. :/

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

I'll give it a try anyway. I really want to read it. :)

[http://users.livejournal.com/rebecca85_/]

Maybe you need to PM them?

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

Well, since the author said she deleted the fic from her computer... My only hope is if someone else saved it. But it was a long time ago. I already posted looking for a copy of the fic, with the name and the author in the post. Now all I can do is wait. Maybe someone saved it... :(

[http://users.livejournal.com/rebecca85_/]

No, I just remembered someone saying that someone had it but then didn't come through with the sending part. I meant that someone should PM them.

How vague is that! :D

I noticed your post for the fic. I hope someone has them and will send! Good luck!

Luv, reb

[ice-whisper.livejournal.com]

Did you ever end up finding this fic? I'd love to read it.

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

Yep!
It's called "Revelations" by deviant_queen.
Go here: http://deviant-queen.livejournal.com/
Sorry, I don't know how to put a link.
Her journal is f-locked, but leave her a message and I'm sure she'll friend you. The fic is really good.

[ice-whisper.livejournal.com]

Thanks. =)

[anwamane13.livejournal.com]

Hey, that's a great idea! Believe it or not, I hadn't thought about doing this; I was just ready to give up.