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  <title>Get it Here</title>
  <subtitle>Search Assistance for the QAF Fandom - Have We Got a Story for You!</subtitle>
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    <name>Get It Here</name>
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  <updated>2017-03-17T10:20:00Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1986855</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_179252</name>
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    <dw:poster user="ext_179252"/>
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    <title>looking for KISS ME ALRIGHT</title>
    <published>2017-03-17T10:20:00Z</published>
    <updated>2017-03-17T10:20:00Z</updated>
    <category term="e-fics/pdfs/docs for dl"/>
    <category term="justin is autistic"/>
    <category term="b/j are neighbors"/>
    <category term="author: bine"/>
    <category term="fandom: fic or author info"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="blake"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="b/j have disability (physical-mental)"/>
    <category term="foreign language fic or translations"/>
    <category term="author: cleverdevil aka jerksbitch"/>
    <category term="download: personal dl link in comments"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>8</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='mariana10israel.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=194830&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mariana10israel.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mariana10israel.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;xml:namespace ns="livejournal" prefix="lj"&gt;Where can I find the whole story by CLEVER DEVIL&lt;br /&gt;KISS ME ALRIGHT&lt;/xml:namespace&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1986855" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1931447</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://mrs-koki.livejournal.com/</name>
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    <dw:poster user="ext_565520"/>
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    <title>B in hospital and J has his poa and access to B's money for bills.</title>
    <published>2015-11-08T14:59:00Z</published>
    <updated>2015-11-08T14:59:00Z</updated>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="strong justin"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="prom"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="anti-michael"/>
    <category term="brian hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="author: rena aka liberty diner"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="pairing: justin/ethan"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="brian says &quot;i love you&quot;"/>
    <category term="reunion fic: 308 or post-ethan"/>
    <category term="download: gih fic folder link @sidebar"/>
    <category term="b/j cutting/self-harm"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>21</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='mrs-koki.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=662532&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mrs-koki.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mrs-koki.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I read this story a month ago or so and I can remember that Brian got sick or was in an accident and he landed in the hospital. But him and Justin weren&amp;#39;t together as Justin was with that lying prick Ian (not Ian&amp;#39;s fan lol). But Justin still had Brian&amp;#39;s POA and I don&amp;#39;t think he even knew until Mel dropped off all the stuff and Brian&amp;#39;s checkbook, so Justin could pay Brian&amp;#39;s bills, give the girls money for Gus should they need it. The scenes that I remember the best are when Justin is telling Brian he has a boyfriend, but since Justin spends so much time by Brian&amp;#39;s hospital bed Justin and Ethan broke up, so he tells this to Brian. The other one is where Justin is in the Diner and Mikey comes in ranting and raving about how Justin is Justin is taking advantage of Brian, blah, blah blah...Justin tells him that he&amp;#39;s just jealous that Brian didn&amp;#39;t trust him with his money and that Mikey would just let Justin&amp;#39;s tuition go unpaid. Michael leaves pissed off and I think Deb tells Justin that Justin was right and Mikey would do that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please help!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Not Found yet!! &lt;/b&gt;We&amp;#39;re all still looking LOL! Will update this again when it is found XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Finally Found! &lt;/b&gt;I was reading through Rena&amp;#39;s Liberty Diner Stories and lo and behold...found the god damn fic we&amp;#39;ve had a bitch of time looking for! LMAO! It&amp;#39;s Love Lost My Mind by Rena. It&amp;#39;s in the download folder under the author&amp;#39;s name. Thanks for everyone&amp;#39;s help even tho I&amp;#39;m sure you all had done stopped looking for this long ago. XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1931447" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1922682</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://mrs-koki.livejournal.com/</name>
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    <dw:poster user="ext_565520"/>
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    <title>Brian and Ben? are agents and J's in a mental hospital cuz Craig's shady Dr. keeps him there</title>
    <published>2015-09-29T20:43:00Z</published>
    <updated>2015-09-29T20:43:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j get shot"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j police/private eye/federal agt"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="debbie"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="b/j work together"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-ben"/>
    <category term="b/j different professions"/>
    <category term="anti-craig"/>
    <category term="author: ashleigh kinnerson"/>
    <category term="friendship: justin-oc"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="b/j break up temporarily"/>
    <category term="anti-michael"/>
    <category term="b/j psychic or see the dead"/>
    <category term="ben"/>
    <category term="b/j fuck raw"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
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    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>15</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='mrs-koki.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=662532&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mrs-koki.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mrs-koki.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I read a fic a long while ago, where Justin was in a mental hospital and Debbie I think was his nurse. His dad keeps him there cuz he&amp;#39;s gay and this doctor refuses to let Justin out cause of the money he gets to keep Justin locked up. If I remember right, Brian and Ben needs his help with a case or something and they more or less sneak him out. Deb or the head nurse makes a comment on how Justin doesn&amp;#39;t really need to be there as there was never anything wrong with him. But he&amp;#39;s kinda messed up mentally by being locked away for so long. I think Craig was trying to turn Justin straight or something. I checked the tags and couldn&amp;#39;t find it, but then I also succeeded in getting lost in the dumb things lol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;FOUND!!!&amp;nbsp; &lt;/b&gt;Thanks to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;wouldbedorothy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for finding it! Link in comments!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1922682" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1902476</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_165032</name>
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    <dw:poster user="ext_165032"/>
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    <title>Micheal is either crazy or put in jail</title>
    <published>2015-07-07T17:44:00Z</published>
    <updated>2015-07-07T17:44:00Z</updated>
    <category term="justin is kidnapped"/>
    <category term="brian gets revenge"/>
    <category term="b/j change locks/ask for gang's keys"/>
    <category term="anti-lindsay"/>
    <category term="dead!lesbians"/>
    <category term="b/j injured"/>
    <category term="brian calls justin his best friend"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="justin supportive of brian"/>
    <category term="author: julesmonster"/>
    <category term="squick"/>
    <category term="author: confused_bliss aka kinnetic_blis"/>
    <category term="death fic: minor character"/>
    <category term="author: 7wildwaysup"/>
    <category term="b/j deaf"/>
    <category term="b/j are stalked"/>
    <category term="anti-ethan"/>
    <category term="b/j secret relationship/marriage"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="author: kaite aka qafkaite"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="author: shelly elwell"/>
    <category term="anti-michael"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="b/j rings/married/wedding/partners"/>
    <category term="ooc"/>
    <category term="rage comic or movie"/>
    <category term="fire fic"/>
    <category term="anti-craig"/>
    <category term="michael"/>
    <category term="b/j involved in trial or lawsuit"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="author: ladyraven"/>
    <category term="b/j save the other's life"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>10</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='annabelle43.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=178434&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://annabelle43.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;annabelle43.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&amp;#39;t want to sift through all 206 anti Michael posts............what can I say I&amp;#39;m lazy!  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank I&amp;#39;ll be wallowing in Mikey angst&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1902476" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1850695</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_56014</name>
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    <dw:poster user="ext_56014"/>
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    <title>The Night Walks With Us and Alien</title>
    <published>2014-09-19T18:19:00Z</published>
    <updated>2014-09-19T18:19:00Z</updated>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="scifi/fantasy/supernatural/mythology"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="death ?"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j vampires"/>
    <category term="author: josselin"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <category term="b/j have rough or angry sex"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="download: personal dl link in comments"/>
    <category term="archive of our own/ao3"/>
    <category term="author: msjudi aka phobosgirl"/>
    <category term="b/j fuck raw"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="angst"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="brian hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>11</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='vlredreign.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=57884&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://vlredreign.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;vlredreign.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Does anyone know where I can find downloads for these two fics?  Or does anyone have these in PDF/Word docs?  Yes, I was good and checked all the folders.  A mod must lead by example, yes?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first one is by &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://msjudi.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://msjudi.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;msjudi&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, aka phobosgirl.  It's the vampire fic.  The second is...weird.  I think it's by &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://josselin.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://josselin.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;josselin&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, I could be mistaken.  It's been years (like 7) since I read this.  What I remember is Justin sees a UFO and draws pictures of it.  No one believes him and think he's crazy.  I think he's institutionalized and Brian breaks him out, and they get taken by the UFO.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know, it's weird.  I think Bunny used to rec it during Halloween at the old Retreads comm, and I remember that it filled me with dread.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Help a sister out, please and thank you!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ETA:&lt;/b&gt;  BOTH FOUND.  Fic one will be available for download shortly, Fic two is linked in comments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;ETA 2:&lt;/b&gt; After taking a half hour to c/p Alien, I &lt;a href="http://archiveofourown.org/users/Josselin/pseuds/Josselin/works?fandom_id=1039"&gt;found her fics posted on AO3&lt;/a&gt;.  Thanks for the help anyway, guys!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1850695" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1817586</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://ice-addict.livejournal.com/</name>
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    <dw:poster user="ext_2391066"/>
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    <title>Justin finds Brian on his porch</title>
    <published>2014-05-03T17:02:00Z</published>
    <updated>2014-05-03T17:02:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="b/j hold hands"/>
    <category term="amnesia fic"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <category term="holiday: christmas"/>
    <category term="strong justin"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="author: defensivewalls aka crazyfairy"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="b/j go to canada"/>
    <category term="b/j tattoo/piercings"/>
    <category term="b/j reclusive"/>
    <category term="b/j on the run"/>
    <category term="pairing: brian/ben"/>
    <category term="justin supportive of brian"/>
    <category term="b/j stranded somewhere"/>
    <category term="family: taylor extended (grndprnts etc)"/>
    <category term="b/j have scars (physical ones)"/>
    <category term="mystery or thriller"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="ben"/>
    <category term="author: crazyfairy/crzyundedfairy/joanne"/>
    <category term="gardner vance"/>
    <category term="brian hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j meet a different way"/>
    <category term="kidnapped or missing"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='ice-addict.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3227384&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://ice-addict.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;ice-addict.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;#39;m looking for the story where Justin (a famous artist) finds Brian on his porch. The last thing Brian remembers is that he was in San-Franciso (I think). Justin lives somewhere near NY. He decides to help Brian find out where he spent several monts/years that he doesn&amp;#39;t remember. The Pittsburg &amp;quot;family&amp;quot; is sure that Brian is dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The story is found.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.angelfire.com/folk/defensivewalls/madetobebroken.html"&gt;http://www.angelfire.com/folk/defensivewalls/madetobebroken.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1817586" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1808437</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://rattan23.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_1947454"/>
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    <title>Lindsay has a baby with Sam</title>
    <published>2014-03-24T12:46:00Z</published>
    <updated>2014-03-24T12:46:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j raise a family"/>
    <category term="author: moonshadow woman aka elsa rose"/>
    <category term="b/j raise gus and jr"/>
    <category term="b/j renovate or expand the loft"/>
    <category term="anti-mel and linds"/>
    <category term="s-4"/>
    <category term="lindsay has mental breakdown"/>
    <category term="what if?"/>
    <category term="anti-lindsay"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="b/j as &quot;the little woman&quot;"/>
    <category term="daddy fic"/>
    <category term="mel &amp; linds separate or w- others"/>
    <category term="gus lives w/ brian and justin"/>
    <category term="anti-mel"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='rattan23.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=2723130&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://rattan23.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;rattan23.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can&amp;#39;t find this one, been searching for a while. &amp;nbsp;Lindsay gets pregnant by Sam. &amp;nbsp;Brian says he&amp;#39;s the father and Lindsay is committed and tries to drown the baby. &amp;nbsp;The baby is named Danny.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Found link in comments!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1808437" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1804442</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://nochaser-12.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_1619219"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1804442.html"/>
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    <title>Windy Hollow by Halcyon</title>
    <published>2014-03-10T08:59:00Z</published>
    <updated>2014-03-10T08:59:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j younger than canon"/>
    <category term="justin is mute or won't speak"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="author: alphabet_magic aka halcyon"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="awol authors"/>
    <category term="abandoned wip"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='nochaser-12.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=2097926&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://nochaser-12.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;nochaser-12.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just ran across two chapters of a mute!fic by Halcyon on AO3. I&amp;#39;ve searched Google and all the tags I can think of here, but can&amp;#39;t find any reference to more of it. Anyone familiar with it? The premise is great (Brian and Justin are both mute teens who meet in an institution called Windy Hollow) but the writing is so, so stark and haunting. I really hope there is more and someone can direct me to it! Please?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Roni&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Update: Sadly, the story is an abandoned fic. Thanks to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://blklizard.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://blklizard.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;blklizard&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the info.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1804442" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1750385</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_56074</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_56074"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1750385.html"/>
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    <title>B/J in a mental hospital, B goes to trial on Kip/John's accusations</title>
    <published>2013-08-04T20:36:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-08-04T20:36:00Z</updated>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="b/j forced or go into rehab"/>
    <category term="b/j own or care for pets"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="author: thyme aka oasis"/>
    <category term="author: meredeth"/>
    <category term="author: gina aka toploft69"/>
    <category term="b/j addiction issues"/>
    <category term="author: ashleigh kinnerson"/>
    <category term="download: personal dl link in comments"/>
    <category term="brian makes a pact w/ the devil"/>
    <category term="author: twinflower"/>
    <category term="author: jasper"/>
    <category term="author: cujo"/>
    <category term="b/j involved in trial or lawsuit"/>
    <category term="b/j save the other's life"/>
    <category term="author: arwensong"/>
    <category term="author: carlyn88"/>
    <category term="author: lemonbar"/>
    <category term="author: cheryl"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="author: charming1"/>
    <category term="justin living in nyc"/>
    <category term="b/j on the run"/>
    <category term="author collaboration"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>11</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='deviant-queen.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=57944&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://deviant-queen.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;deviant-queen.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;1. I&amp;#39;m looking for fics where Brian is very troubled (preferably as a teen or young adult) and is in a mental institution. Justin (or even Michael) meets him there. In fact, any fics where Brian is troubled/suicidal would be great.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Are there any fics out there where Brian ends up going to trial for Kip or John&amp;#39;s sexual harassment accusations? Any other fics where Brian is on trial for a crime would be great.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1750385" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1724861</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://randy4me.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_1954594"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1724861.html"/>
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    <title>Looking for an Autism fic and for super hero fics</title>
    <published>2013-05-07T21:58:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-05-07T21:58:00Z</updated>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="b/j injured"/>
    <category term="b/j go shopping"/>
    <category term="author: mclachlan"/>
    <category term="author: crazyfairy/crzyundedfairy/joanne"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="author: justinlovesart"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-emmett"/>
    <category term="b/j go on a date"/>
    <category term="author: cleverdevil aka jerksbitch"/>
    <category term="author: mander3_swish"/>
    <category term="deleted fic"/>
    <category term="drabble series: told in 100-word bites"/>
    <category term="humor"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="crossover: avengers"/>
    <category term="brian gets guardianship of justin"/>
    <category term="blake"/>
    <category term="holiday: christmas"/>
    <category term="anti-ethan"/>
    <category term="author: wouldbedorothy/aprilhope/ahs"/>
    <category term="crossover: x-men"/>
    <category term="justin is autistic"/>
    <category term="rage comic or movie"/>
    <category term="pairing: rage/jt"/>
    <category term="mpreg: pregnant justin"/>
    <category term="b/j are superheroes/have super pwrs"/>
    <category term="b/j are neighbors"/>
    <category term="author: hrmheatherrenee"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="author: bc"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>24</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='randy4me.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=2730726&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://randy4me.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;randy4me.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi all, &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'd like some help finding; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. The multi chapter fic where Justin is autistic, and he referred to Brian as Prince Prian.  I checked the tags and couldn't find autistic. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. super hero and/or Rage stories (which I haven't read).  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The ones I've read are,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wren - the Justin Rage stories&lt;br /&gt;BC - Quest for Rage (hysterical crossover with the Avengers) &lt;br /&gt;Lemon Bar - All the Rage (unfinished unfortunately)&lt;br /&gt;RC McLachlan - Invincible stories where Justin is Solar Flare&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Are there any other stories I missed ? &lt;br /&gt;BTW I am not interested in genies, magicians, aliens etc. strictly super heroes/super powers &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks for any and all help !!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Update: Autism fic FOUND its &lt;i&gt;Kiss Me Alright&lt;/i&gt; by CleverDevil (Posted on Midnight Whispers by jerksbitch).&lt;br /&gt;Thanks! and thanks also to everyone who suggested new (to me) Rage/Superhero stories.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1724861" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1721382</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://is-mise-free.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_1580485"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1721382.html"/>
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    <title>A Thousand Beautiful Things?</title>
    <published>2013-04-24T11:35:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-04-24T11:35:00Z</updated>
    <category term="friendship: justin-emmett"/>
    <category term="justin has panic attack or seizure"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="brian hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="ensemble fics"/>
    <category term="chris hobbs"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="brian quits smoking"/>
    <category term="b/j roommates"/>
    <category term="download: personal dl link in comments"/>
    <category term="justin is mute or won't speak"/>
    <category term="molestation"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="b/j meet or reconnect as friends first"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="b/j ride horses"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="b/j hold hands"/>
    <category term="anti-craig"/>
    <category term="fandom: fic or author info"/>
    <category term="author: lemonbar"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>7</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='is-mise-free.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=1993983&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://is-mise-free.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;is-mise-free.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HI again, ya&amp;#39;ll are gonna get tired of me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I read A Thousand Beautiful Things and it&amp;#39;s&amp;nbsp;sequel&amp;nbsp; It has to be in my top five favorite stories ever...Anyway, I get to the end of the&amp;nbsp;sequel&amp;nbsp;and it say to be&amp;nbsp;continued? Does anyone know if it was finished and if so, does someone have a link or something to the third half?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EDIT!!!!!!! The third installment is in the making.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1721382" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1705703</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://kmboatright.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_563619"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1705703.html"/>
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    <title>Kiss Me Alright</title>
    <published>2013-03-04T18:00:00Z</published>
    <updated>2013-03-04T18:00:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j have disability (physical-mental)"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="author: cleverdevil aka jerksbitch"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="justin is autistic"/>
    <category term="dead link"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>7</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='kmboatright.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=660539&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://kmboatright.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;kmboatright.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had two links to this story, one was&lt;br /&gt;www.elyxer.co.uk/cleverdevilfanfic/KMAChapters.html&lt;br /&gt;and the other was&lt;br /&gt;www.elyxer.momentsgoneby.com/otherauthors.KMA1.html&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but now neither of them will work.&lt;br /&gt;Does anyone have another way to find this story?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FOUND, link in comments&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1705703" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1659253</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://arkflikka.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2391048"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1659253.html"/>
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    <title>Amor vincit omnia</title>
    <published>2012-10-04T21:43:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-10-04T21:43:00Z</updated>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="f-locked fic/journal"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="author: lyrical_tragedy"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j is a psychiatrist or counselor"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="michael supports b-j relationship"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j med profession (nurse/doc/emt)"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="hustler justin"/>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>2</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='arkflikka.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3227366&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://arkflikka.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;arkflikka.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;#39;m looking for a fic names &amp;#39;Amor Vincit Omnia (Love Conquers All)&amp;#39; by lyrical_tragedy.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; text-align: -webkit-center; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&amp;quot;Summary:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; text-align: -webkit-center; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;Brian Kinney works at America&amp;#39;s most prestigious psychiatric hospitals, putting his knowledge and expertise into ensuring that he always stays the top psychiatrist. His tough, professional demeanour is challenged when 19 year old Justin Taylor is assigned to his care, his desire to help him overturns his professionalism as the young man reaches into Brian&amp;#39;s heart and rouses feelings that he&amp;#39;s never dealt with before. But will Justin allow Brian to get close to him and delve into his troubled mind or will he continue to be consumed by his past?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; text-align: -webkit-center; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); " /&gt;&lt;b style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; text-align: -webkit-center; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;Warnings:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-size: 14px; line-height: 19px; text-align: -webkit-center; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;anguage, AU Brian/Justin, mentions of past abuse, self harm, angst, fluff, m/m action, a little bit of everything really.&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the link doesn&amp;#39;t work, does anyone know where I could find it, I would really like to read it.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FOUND: Link in comments.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1659253" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1656531</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://antimonymorning.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2339261"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1656531.html"/>
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    <title>Gus is Depressed</title>
    <published>2012-09-29T12:49:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-29T12:49:00Z</updated>
    <category term="far in the future"/>
    <category term="gus fic"/>
    <category term="family: mel-linds-gus-jr"/>
    <category term="gus"/>
    <category term="gus calls justin dus/dad/dj/etc"/>
    <category term="gus is gay or bi"/>
    <category term="anti-mel"/>
    <category term="gus lives w/ brian and justin"/>
    <category term="post-513"/>
    <category term="gus is a teenager"/>
    <category term="anti-mel and linds"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="jenny rebecca/jr"/>
    <category term="author: sydneyalexis"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='antimonymorning.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3156120&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://antimonymorning.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;antimonymorning.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All I really remember about the fic is that Brian and Justin go to pick up Gus at the airport and he has black and red hair. I think he may have been depressed too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I read Allie&amp;#39;s fic How We Got Where We&amp;#39;re Going and that&amp;#39;s not it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please and thanks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Found: Healing by Sydney Alexis. Link in comments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1656531" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1654492</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_56309</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_56309"/>
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    <title>Eating disorders</title>
    <published>2012-09-21T22:17:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-21T22:17:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j have an eating disorder"/>
    <category term="justin moves back to pitts from nyc"/>
    <category term="author: sapphire aka sapphire3"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-emmett"/>
    <category term="anti-lindsay"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="brian bottoms"/>
    <category term="brian helps j recover (bashing/sick/etc)"/>
    <category term="b/j injured"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="brian hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="toppy!justin"/>
    <category term="post-513"/>
    <category term="angst"/>
    <category term="b/j health scare or issue"/>
    <category term="b/j rings/married/wedding/partners"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="justin living in nyc"/>
    <category term="justin supportive of brian"/>
    <category term="justin changes last name to kinney"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="b/j in car crash or hit by car"/>
    <category term="b/j encounter homophobes"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='sfscarlet.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=58181&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://sfscarlet.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;sfscarlet.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was reading an older fic-  Orthorexia Nervosa-   on my Nook-  I got to the end of the story and it wasn't finished.  Does anyone know if this fic was ever finished and if so where to find it?  I think there is only one or two more chapters after the one I read.  Any help would be so appreciated.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Found-  great- job and fast-  thanks-  its listed by that title in my Nook and I couldn't find the author.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1654492" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1641695</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://arkflikka.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2391048"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1641695.html"/>
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    <title>b/j eating disorder</title>
    <published>2012-08-19T22:22:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-19T22:22:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j go shopping"/>
    <category term="brian helps j recover (bashing/sick/etc)"/>
    <category term="b/j injured"/>
    <category term="toppy!justin"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
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    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="brian hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="angst"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-emmett"/>
    <category term="anti-lindsay"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="brian bottoms"/>
    <category term="author: sapphire aka sapphire3"/>
    <category term="justin moves back to pitts from nyc"/>
    <category term="b/j have an eating disorder"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="justin changes last name to kinney"/>
    <category term="b/j encounter homophobes"/>
    <category term="justin living in nyc"/>
    <category term="justin supportive of brian"/>
    <category term="emmett"/>
    <category term="b/j health scare or issue"/>
    <category term="brian gives justin head"/>
    <category term="b/j rings/married/wedding/partners"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='arkflikka.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3227366&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://arkflikka.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;arkflikka.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really want to read more fics where b/j has an eating disorder. Have checked the tag and read them all and wonder if there is some more of these angsty fics?&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(My english isn&amp;#39;t the best, it is not my native language :) )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Temptation of Snakes -&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://sapphire-3.livejournal.com/17193.html#cutid1"&gt;http://sapphire-3.livejournal.com/17193.html#cutid1&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Moment On The Lips -&amp;nbsp;http://sapphire-3.livejournal.com/8232.html&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looking for more. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1641695" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1634568</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://silvermoon8916.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_528113"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1634568.html"/>
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    <title>justin attempts suicide</title>
    <published>2012-08-08T16:45:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-08-08T16:45:00Z</updated>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="author: wildsweet_angel"/>
    <category term="holiday: thanksgiving"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="b/j med profession (nurse/doc/emt)"/>
    <category term="author: meredeth"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-mel"/>
    <category term="molestation"/>
    <category term="prison fic"/>
    <category term="claire is a loving sister"/>
    <category term="anti-jennifer"/>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="death fic: minor character"/>
    <category term="anti-craig"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j is a psychiatrist or counselor"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-cynthia"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j health scare or issue"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <dw:mood>blank</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>4</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='silvermoon8916.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=618789&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://silvermoon8916.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;silvermoon8916.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HI.&lt;br /&gt;do u know this fic:justin attempts suicide after his parents find out about him being gay and brian is a doctor.&lt;br /&gt;i read this summary somewhere and like to know what is this fic.&lt;br /&gt;thanks a lot&lt;br /&gt;m.sa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1634568" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1629567</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://maria182.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2391043"/>
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    <title>1)justin&amp;brian are homeless.2)justin needs to make brian fall in love with him.3)justin!self harm</title>
    <published>2012-07-30T00:56:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-07-30T00:56:00Z</updated>
    <category term="pairing: justin/ethan"/>
    <category term="author: wildsweet_angel"/>
    <category term="author: we_dreamerz"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="justin seduces b for job or revenge"/>
    <category term="b/j cutting/self-harm"/>
    <category term="b/j meet as kids"/>
    <category term="abandoned wip?"/>
    <category term="author: elyxer"/>
    <category term="b/j roommates"/>
    <category term="not found"/>
    <category term="plane/train/boat crash or disappearance"/>
    <category term="b/j homeless or on the streets"/>
    <category term="author: violette7"/>
    <category term="death fic: minor character"/>
    <category term="b/j wait to have sex"/>
    <category term="b/j meet or reconnect as friends first"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="author: rznbloodrose"/>
    <category term="high school/college"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j younger than canon"/>
    <category term="b/j get shot"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>16</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='maria182.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3227361&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://maria182.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;maria182.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Im REALLY sorry to post again, but I have the urge to read B/J fics, that I already read before, but I cant find :(( (and i DID search for hours, but maybe im bad at searching fics lol)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;So the first one is like that: brian and justin are the same age, and at the beginning of the fic they are living together in the streets (sleeping in a park). Brian had the chance to have an internship at vanguard.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I know it&amp;rsquo;s kind of vague but I hope you can help me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Found ! it&amp;#39;s&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=violette7&amp;amp;keyword=Friendship+or+Foreplay&amp;amp;filter=all" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;Friendship or Foreplay&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;? by&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; "&gt;violette7&amp;#39;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The seconde one : Justin is threaten by someone (cant remember who) and he has to make brian fall in love with him for some reasons (they asked justin because he&amp;#39;s the total opposite of the kind of guy brian is going for, so they thought that it could work). So it&amp;rsquo;s a job for justin (the last one he will do for &amp;quot;these people&amp;quot;. the thing is, he really fell in love with brian; and he will do anything to protect brian, even being shoot at his place. When justin confess why he did what he did, they fight together to make the villain fall. No major death and It ends well &lt;span style="font-family:wingdings;"&gt;J&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;justin &amp;ldquo;works&amp;rdquo; for these people because he cant do otherwise. He never had a real contact with the &amp;ldquo;main villain&amp;quot; (except at the end if I am right). He receives almost all the instructions on his cellphone (and has contact with another man too)&lt;b&gt;.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Update ! I&amp;#39;m still looking for this fic :)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the third one : Justin!self harm. justin began to cut himself and tried to kill himself by jumping off the roof.&lt;br /&gt;I cant remember the cause of his depression (i think there&amp;#39;s a link with ethan but im not sure though), but I know that during the fic he&amp;rsquo;s living with his mom, works with Lindsay at the gallery, and at some points, mother taylor and brian decided to put justin in a special institution, that will take care of him.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;(and dont know if the fic is finished or not, it may be a wip).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Found ! it&amp;#39;s&amp;nbsp;&lt;span style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; "&gt;&amp;quot;Stepping Out of the Darkness: by wildsweet_angel&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I&amp;nbsp; CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH IF YOU CAN HELP ME FIND THESE :D&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1629567" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1606876</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://morexthenxwords.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_471445"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1606876.html"/>
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    <title>Kiss me alright full verison?</title>
    <published>2012-06-09T20:42:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-06-09T20:42:00Z</updated>
    <category term="fandom: fic or author info"/>
    <category term="author: cleverdevil aka jerksbitch"/>
    <category term="justin is autistic"/>
    <category term="b/j hold hands"/>
    <category term="b/j have disability (physical-mental)"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="au"/>
    <category term="blake"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>12</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='morexthenxwords.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=556963&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://morexthenxwords.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;morexthenxwords.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went back though the tags and I found Kiss me alright but people kept saying there were missing chapters in some of the links when the original post was done back in 2011. So I was wondering if the one posted on midnight whispers(it was posted by jerksbitch) is the full version. Does anyone know if it is? It said it was just updated in Jan so maybe the missing chapters are now in it. Thanks :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FOUND/ANSWERED-The one of Midnight Whispers appears to be the compete version.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1606876" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1594363</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_207231</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_207231"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1594363.html"/>
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    <title>Justin or Brian Self Harm Fics</title>
    <published>2012-05-16T21:26:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-16T21:26:00Z</updated>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="pairing: justin/ben"/>
    <category term="b/j cutting/self-harm"/>
    <category term="b/j jealous"/>
    <category term="b/j physical violence"/>
    <category term="download: gih fic folder link @sidebar"/>
    <category term="friendship: justin-ben"/>
    <category term="b/j have an eating disorder"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="violence"/>
    <category term="angst"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="justin has panic attack or seizure"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="active wip"/>
    <category term="cody"/>
    <category term="author: kamikaze aka cumandletmelickya"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j health scare or issue"/>
    <category term="author: greenbean aka punk_pixie"/>
    <category term="b/j in the hospital"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="death ?"/>
    <category term="author: hrmheatherrenee"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <category term="b/j fight"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="b/j hold hands"/>
    <dw:mood>bored</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>6</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='yvonnereid.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=225089&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://yvonnereid.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;yvonnereid.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi nice folkies,I just reread the 13 chapters of a brilliant fic called 'Glass in the Trees' by hrmheatherrenee (its not complete yet,but it will be)over on midnight whispers here &lt;a href="http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=2047&amp;warning=3"&gt;http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=2047&amp;warning=3&lt;/a&gt; and now I want to read more fics like it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't mind if its Justin or Brian who its about. But the more angsty the better (no Brian or Justin death please)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can you think of any? I checked in the tags.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks in advance,Vonnie xoxox&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://wouldbedorothy.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;wouldbedorothy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; and &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://love4movies.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://love4movies.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;love4movies&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Links in Comments. I would love more fics on this topic if anyone esle has any,please.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1594363" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1594058</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_59451</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_59451"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1594058.html"/>
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    <title>Justin's Mind Screwed up by Bad Therapist</title>
    <published>2012-05-16T15:02:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-16T15:02:00Z</updated>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="friendship: brian-oc"/>
    <category term="abused justin"/>
    <category term="b/j drugged by someone"/>
    <category term="b/j on the run"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="author: besame_bj"/>
    <category term="bashing or post-bashing"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="b/j color their hair"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>3</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='mysid.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=62107&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://mysid.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;mysid.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I checked under the "b/j go to therapy" tag, but I didn't find this one; I'm not even completely certain it exists. (Is my imagination inventing it or combining other fics?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In this fic, Justin is going to a psychiatrist/psychologist, perhaps right after the bashing.  The shrink does a real number on Justin, screwing with his head, making him feel like everything that's gone wrong in his life is his own fault.  The shrink may even be sexually abusing Justin.  Brian doesn't realize what's going on at first as he's staying out of Justin's life (on Jennifer's orders?) but eventually comes to the rescue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One detail I recall is Justin coming to see Brian and apologizing for complicating Brian's life.  Brian notices that Justin has developed a new nervous habit (stroking the side of his own throat?) and decides to talk to Daphne on her impressions of how Justin is doing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Update:&lt;/b&gt; It's &lt;a href="http://beyond-besame.livejournal.com/7779.html"&gt;Vulnerable Points&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://besame-bj.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://besame-bj.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;besame_bj&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.  Thank you to &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://toto-too514.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://toto-too514.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;toto_too514&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the quick ID.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1594058" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1585520</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_56255</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_56255"/>
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    <title>Justin is shoved into a van while talking to Brian on the phone</title>
    <published>2012-05-05T22:25:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-05T22:25:00Z</updated>
    <category term="not found"/>
    <category term="kidnapped or missing"/>
    <category term="justin is kidnapped"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>16</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='pfodge.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=58126&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://pfodge.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;pfodge.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I remember reading this years ago.  Justin is walking down the street talking to Brian on his cell phone. Someone snatches him off the street and shoves him into a van.  I think It is Brian and Jennifer who finally find him and have to break him out of some hospital.  Does this sound familiar to anyone.  Thank you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Edited: I remember reading this on the original Midnight Whispers site. So it was quite a while ago.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2nd Edit: Still not found.  I have a feeling that it disappeared when The Oridinal MW crashed a few years ago. I'm still looking though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1585520" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1582783</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://burnt-orchid93.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_2277749"/>
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    <title>AU! 2x14... Justin couldn't get away from the party</title>
    <published>2012-05-02T01:36:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-02T01:36:00Z</updated>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="b/j police/private eye/federal agt"/>
    <category term="justin at sap's party"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="hurt-comfort fic"/>
    <category term="author: vamphile aka epicallytired"/>
    <category term="b/j have nightmares"/>
    <category term="bashing or post-bashing"/>
    <category term="s-2"/>
    <category term="author: besame_bj"/>
    <category term="non-con or dub-con"/>
    <category term="author: danielle"/>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="author: crazyevildru"/>
    <category term="author: britin1729"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="b/j is or has been suicidal"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="b/j go to therapy (alone or couples)"/>
    <category term="angst"/>
    <dw:music>Big girls don't cry</dw:music>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>5</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='burnt-orchid93.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=3089788&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://burnt-orchid93.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;burnt-orchid93.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What I&amp;#39;m looking for is a fic that has a similar plot to Turning Points... is there another good (complete) fic where the party at the Sap&amp;#39;s didn&amp;#39;t end well?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Edit: Found&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;Vulnerable Points by besame_bj &amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?sid=9007&amp;amp;warning=NC-17" rel="nofollow" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;http://qaf-fic.com/atp/viewstory.php?si&lt;wbr /&gt;d=9007&amp;amp;warning=NC-17&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&amp;quot;Nowhere to run&amp;quot; and its sequel, &amp;quot;Somewhere I belong,&amp;quot; by&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://crazyevildru.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://crazyevildru.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;crazyevildru&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&amp;nbsp;^^&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); " /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=crazyevildru&amp;amp;keyword=Nowhere+to+Run&amp;amp;filter=all" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: normal; text-align: left; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memori&lt;wbr /&gt;es.bml?user=crazyevildru&amp;amp;keyword=Nowhere+to+Run&amp;amp;filter=all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;&amp;quot;Turning Points&amp;quot; by Britin:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstory.php?sid=846" rel="nofollow" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; "&gt;http://www.midnightwhispers.ca/viewstor&lt;wbr /&gt;y.php?sid=846&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;&amp;nbsp;WIP!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;&amp;quot;Knight in Shining Armor&amp;quot; by danielle_tk:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/DaniF/Knight.htm" rel="nofollow" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; "&gt;http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/Da&lt;wbr /&gt;niF/Knight.htm&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; NICE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;&amp;quot;Second Chances&amp;quot; by aj_socks:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://aj-socks.livejournal.com/tag/second+chances" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 51); text-decoration: none; "&gt;http://aj-socks.livejournal.com/tag/sec&lt;wbr /&gt;ond+chances&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;Link not working! HELP!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://vamphile.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif' alt='[livejournal.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='17' height='17'/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://vamphile.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;vamphile&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;&amp;#39;s Blue Ecstasy&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href="http://vamphile.livejournal.com/142402.html"&gt;http://vamphile.livejournal.com/142402.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); "&gt;Still looking anyways, so add what comes to your mind!&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1582783" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1559895</id>
    <author>
      <name>ext_207077</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_207077"/>
    <link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://getithere.dreamwidth.org/1559895.html"/>
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    <title>Looking for 2 fics: B/J meet in another city &amp; Justin with a crazy aunt</title>
    <published>2012-03-19T14:04:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-03-19T14:04:00Z</updated>
    <category term="bashing or post-bashing"/>
    <category term="b/j fuck on plane or in airport"/>
    <category term="justin supportive of brian"/>
    <category term="brian gives justin head"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <category term="daphne"/>
    <category term="family: taylor extended (grndprnts etc)"/>
    <category term="voyeur or others' pov"/>
    <category term="ethan"/>
    <category term="b/j jealous"/>
    <category term="download: gih fic folder link @sidebar"/>
    <category term="author: ryosato"/>
    <category term="author: devilish_angel"/>
    <category term="download: aly's fic fldr mirror @sidebar"/>
    <category term="author: besame_bj"/>
    <category term="ptsd"/>
    <category term="b/j on the run"/>
    <category term="b/j drugged by someone"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="author: sistere"/>
    <category term="author: inner_justin aka nyrak20"/>
    <category term="brian helps j recover (bashing/sick/etc)"/>
    <category term="b/j fuck in water (pool tub etc)"/>
    <category term="protective brian"/>
    <category term="toppy!justin"/>
    <category term="b/j go on a date"/>
    <category term="justin sent/kept away from b by parents"/>
    <category term="brian bottoms"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="rape fic"/>
    <category term="b/j fuck at debbie's"/>
    <category term="b/j meet a different way"/>
    <category term="brian calls justin &quot;baby&quot;"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>9</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='cnbombola.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=224931&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://cnbombola.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;cnbombola.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Normally I can find what I am looking for, but for some reason I can&amp;#39;t find these two fics. Hopefully someone can help.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. The first is where B/J meet somewhere else. I remember Justin &amp;amp; Daphne were visiting her cousin. They stayed at a hotel which is where Justin first meets Brian. There is a scene regarding the hotel pool.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. In the second fic, Justin has a crazy aunt. It takes place after the bashing. I remember that due to Jennifer being hurt somehow the aunt places Justin in a mental hospital. Nobody is allowed to see him, but somehow Brian gets him out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S. This is my first time posting here, so if anything needs to be changed please let me know so that I can fix it. Thanks!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Both fics were found and the links are in the comments.&amp;nbsp; Thank you so much for finding them for me!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1559895" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2017-06-23:3227268:1541204</id>
    <author>
      <name>http://kellydeer.livejournal.com/</name>
    </author>
    <dw:poster user="ext_772107"/>
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    <title>I Don't Know When But A Day's Gonna Come by inner_justin</title>
    <published>2012-02-14T21:33:00Z</published>
    <updated>2012-02-14T21:33:00Z</updated>
    <category term="author: inner_justin aka nyrak20"/>
    <category term="brian helps j recover (bashing/sick/etc)"/>
    <category term="brian cries or emotionally breaks down"/>
    <category term="bashing or post-bashing"/>
    <category term="amnesia fic"/>
    <category term="b/j fuck raw"/>
    <category term="institutionalization"/>
    <category term="e-fics/pdfs/docs for dl"/>
    <category term="b/j in mental hospital"/>
    <category term="download: gih fic folder link @sidebar"/>
    <category term="justin hurt or down a well"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>7</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='kellydeer.livejournal.com' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://www.dreamwidth.org/profile?userid=891282&amp;amp;t=I'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png' alt='[identity profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://kellydeer.livejournal.com/' rel='nofollow'&gt;&lt;b&gt;kellydeer.livejournal.com&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hi!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I saw earlier where a member had posted &amp;quot;Never&amp;quot; and the sequel &amp;quot;I Don&amp;#39;t Know When But A Day&amp;#39;s Gonna Come&amp;quot; by inner_justin to the GIH 4shared account; however, the second one ended up being a copy of the first.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;pm&amp;#39;d the member but they haven&amp;#39;t responded yet &amp;amp; what can I say...I&amp;#39;m an impatient bitch! :) So I was just wondering if anyone out there in &amp;quot;GIH land&amp;quot; has &amp;quot;I Don&amp;#39;t Know When...&amp;quot; and could send it to me at &lt;a href="mailto:kellydeerwallace@yahoo.com"&gt;kellydeerwallace@yahoo.com&lt;/a&gt; or upload it to the 4shared account?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks muchly!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;EDIT:&lt;/b&gt; both fics are here in one: &lt;a href="http://www.4shared.com/office/Q14TlmaY/Inner_Justin__Nyrak20__-_Never.html"&gt;http://www.4shared.com/office/Q14TlmaY/Inner_Justin__Nyrak20__-_Never.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=getithere&amp;ditemid=1541204" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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